Hello!!!!!!!!!!!
Wow, haven't blogged for like, dont know how long.
k whatever.
Today is thursday.
THAT means school ends early, AND there's nothing after school.
Today is exceptionally good cause i hardly had any homework. That includes the ones given today AND the ones i owe. So today, I only had maths, 2 questions. Finished in like, less than 10 mins, all done after school, with shuwei/fouzan/weesheng/brendon/syarif.
Yea, nothing much the past week, except that it has past really fast. THe holidays didnt past as fast as it could have. But, it was ruined anyway.
Oh, and the national juniors? You wanna hear about that? WE got TRASHED. THe JC's totally dominating. And the stupid boats that we have never used before totally dissed our direction. So the starting of the race, we nearly capsized. The coaming of the boat actually touched the water. That's how close we were to capsizing. Luckily, thank god, we didnt. We were so dam freaking far behind.
Cried after that, probably dont expect me to do that, but I did. And after i stopped, and THOUGHT i calmed down, Nadiah's crying totally triggered it again.
Whatever, all for the experience.
Ok, so training has been a LITTLE tougher, but that's all fine, cause we really need it. And i think it could be upped a little more, in fact. But at elast I'm taking it more seriously now. And I've recently realised that I've been taking for granted my dear partner, Jieyi. Cause she's so loyal to me, and we are the ONLY two partners that have been stable and together since the start. I'm grateful to have her and I hope that nothing bad happens that we get split up. =)
School has been..........enjoyable. Except for chemistry and maths, which is really starting to bore me nowadays. I used to think Mrs Koh was a great etacher, cause she taught very well and is very patient, but now.......now its just BORING. Don't even get me started on chemistry. Not that it's boring, but, it's like Mr Ngoh's lessons all over since Mr Tan started teaching. When Mrs Liow teaches, yea, THEN its boring.
I realised that i need to eat snacks in class to survive. If not I'll get cranky. Really, i will. So like, i depend on Jieyi to bring something when i froget my plain crackers, or granola bar. And i want the sour plum sweet.
I don't feel stressed at all now. Maybe cause the piling homework hasn't started, and we have not had any tests (excluding common test) this past week. Oh, except super short quiz for chemistry which i cheated on. lol.
I feel that i can enjoy life and breathe like total fresh air now. Especially since i went home so early today. But i appreciate so many things now.
- I really appreciate my partner for canoeing
- I appreciate the subjects I'm taking
- I appreciate the timetable given to us, everything fits perfectly
- I appreciate the CCA I'm in cause I enjoy it
- I appreciate my 'talent' for playing the piano
- I appreciate even my seating arrangement
Yea, now i can relax a little to appreciate the small little bits around me. But, not for long im guessing. The stress is probably just gonna get worse as the days and weeks pass. So, I also appreciate the non-stress days I'm enjoying right now.
Don't think I'll be blogging very foten, since i hardly have time to use the com. But I'll try.
Tomorrow I have canoeing. yay! =) Finally a yay.
So, don't need to come here too often. =)
I'm gonna go to school tomorrow! And it's a short day! And there's canoeing!
Bye.
Shona~
What am i suppose to do?
I want to say good morning, but it's goodnight. But I'm not going to sleep yet.
Guess I'll just say 'Hi'.
Well, today was the last day of term 1. But i dont feel any happiness or joy of the holidays cause it's also the first day of not enjoying it..
Seriously, one week, JUST ONE FREAKING WEEK and they have to take it away.
Here's my holiday schedule:
Monday: E-learning (wth, it's supposed to be on a weekday, DURING school)
Tuesday: Maths remedial, physics remedial
Wednesday: 3 hours worth of physics rememdial, Biology remedial
Thursday:Canoeing in the afternoon (So cant do anything in the morning, and can only have just enough time for dinner)
Friday:Canoeing the WHOLE afternoon. (cannot do anything in the morning, dinner must rush)
Yup, so my whole week is ruined. =(
Public caning today. It looks dam painful and I heard the boys couldn't sit down properly after the caning. One guy clenched his fists man. Other guy tried rubbing his butt, of course couldn't cause evryone was looking at him. Must act cool about it.
Report card received. Of all subjects, I failed English, first test. Wth, i have never failed english in my entire life. So i slapped myself when i received the test paper long ago.
Other subjects weren't too bad. Got alot of A's. =)
Keep up the good work Shona. =)
Tomorrow competition. National Junior championships. And there's like 3 JC's in my heat. So top 3 definitely out of our league. We'll try our best. And I'll aim for the semi's at least.
It's ok. Ne-Yo will bring me through all the nervousness. heehee~
Currently, (I need to write this) I love;
- NE-YO!!!!! (listening to his songs of course)
- Heroes
- Chocolate
- Sour plum sweet
I like;
- Eating in class
- Staying in school to do work
- Baking
I know the baking is like, sudden and all, but I just made strawberry trifle yesterday(not baking, though) and brownies today!! yum... haha
So, I'll just get early sleep today. If i can. I just wanna do the best i can, give my all, avoid being last, and beat KC. =)
Anyway it's not our main competition. National inter-schools are the main ones. ugh....*sigh*
Guess i better go.
Hope the 6G gathering works out. =)
And hope my holidays can still be enjoyed despite it being hunted down by every school and the government. Why the hell cant they jsut understand that we need a REAL break!!!! What do you all not understand by the word holiday??? I cant stand it. I mean, it's just ONE freaking week. Will we really DIE without being given remedials, extra classes, homework? I mean, you think we're robots or something? Just get it into your heads, omg. oh well...what can i do?
Welcome to freakin' singapore.
Where they're out to spoil your holidays.
Where everything exists to stress you out.
Where they force knowledge down students throats.
Where, unfortunately, we all live in.
I love Ne-yo.
Shona~
I don't know how to feel about it.
