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THIS SUCKSdecided onThursday, April 30, 2009 @ 4:17 PM

OH MY.

It's been way too long since i've posted.
But school has been so dam busy and my life is so dam stressed. It's unbelievable, but inevitable.
Unless i drop our of school.
Which is obviously not one of my options.

Well, i should'nt even been posting now.
Cause it's the exam period. And the others just had MT exam today.
While I woke up at like 8:30 and watched TV. =) =) =)
And some physics of course.

So I'll make this short.

We had chem sup class today. And I don't think i improved/understood much.
So I'm not confident with chem, unless you refer to being confident i won't do well.
And i really, REALLY REALLY, actually think I'm gonna fail the paper. THis is the first time ever i'm sure i wont do well, adn have a chance of failing.

Maths is a wreck.
It's another paper which i think i might fail.
There's so much to study.
Formulas to remeber.
Making sure we dont use A maths stuff for E maths, but its ok to use E maths stuff for A maths.
Laws to memorize.
Just whack the paper.

Physics is ok.
I'm actually quite confident because i understand almost everything.
Except when it comes to the actual questions, i black out.
I dont know what im suppose to do.
I just cant do anything.

Biology, what can i say?
I'm not confident,
But I'll just memorize everything.
So it's all up to me.

Geography, im pretty confident.
Geography is my strong subject.
I hope i can easily achieve A's like last year,

Social studies.
omg, i dont even know what to expect.
I hardly have learnt anything.
Just memorize the steps to write essay.
But I may black out on that day.
Thankfully, mr azahar gave us the topics that were coming out for each section.

So yup.
Not confident I'll do well.
But almost everyone in my class is facing the same problem.
I'm not even in the exam mood.

At times, I do try to study. But I can't concentrate. And I know im wasting my time when i dilly dally, but i dont make an effort to stop it. I know I could be doing something else rather than watch TV or read my book. But I just don't do anything about it. And it's really freaking me out cause if my attitude stays this way, I'm gonna flunk end year's. I was never a slacker this much last year. I dont know whats happening and what im going through. I haven't properly taken in everything that is happening around me. I jsut ignore everything and tell myself, dont worry, i have still some time left. But the stupid fact is, i dont. I dont have alot of time and i know it. But i dont do anything to make up for it. So what's wrong?
What's wrong with me?

But i am grateful that i'm not getting super stressed till i wanna die. I'd actually rather this than be stressed and frustrated.
So I'll just try to do what i can within these 3 days before the mid year's come.
And hope for the best when it does.
I jsut want to pass everything.
I dont wanna fail anything.
Even if it's a 50/100 bordeline pass.
Please, just a pass.

I dont wanna regret, but i've already done things that assures me i will when it's all over.

This sucks.
It sucks like mad.

And i'm not doing anything to help myself.

Juts get it over and done with.

Shona~


COLDEST WINTERdecided onFriday, April 10, 2009 @ 8:12 PM

Hello,

I like the lyrics.
Go find the song.
Maybe you'll love the tune,
maybe you'll hate it

But the lyrics are nice.
And I don't force you to read this.

COLDEST WINTER

On lonely nights I start to fade(On lonely nights I start to fade)
Her love is a thousand miles away(Her love is a thousand miles away)
Memories made in the coldest winter
Goodbye my friend will I ever love again
Memories made in the coldest winter
It's 4am and I can't sleep(It's 4am and I can't sleep)
Her love is all that I can see(Her love is all that I can see)
Memories made in the coldest winter
Goodbye my friend will I ever love again
Memories made in the coldest winter
Winter, winter
Goodbye my friend will I ever love again
Goodbye my friend will I ever love again
Goodbye my friend will I ever love again
Goodbye my friend will I ever love again
If spring can take the snow away(If spring can take the snow away)
Can it melt away all of our mistakes(Can it melt away all of our mistakes)
Memories made in the coldest winter
Goodbye my friend I won't ever love again
Never Again
~Kanye West~
It may be repetative. But the lyrics are nice.
Like a poem.
Poems are nice.
And memories,
memories are made in the coldest winter.
Shona~


BIRTHDAYdecided onWednesday, April 8, 2009 @ 8:45 PM

Hello.

It's the middle of the week. But i have to blog. Because yesterday was the best.

YESTERDAY, was my birthday!!!!!!! =)
7th April 2009.

Lets start from morning.
It all started on a normal tuesday morning.

Mum gave me birthday money before i went to school.
When i reached school, i wished Ghim Hwee a happy birthday too, since we share the same birthday. It was funny. =)

Went down for councillor duty, and when i came up after assembly, i walked to my place, from the front door of teh classroom, down the row right to the back of the class where i sat. Fouzan was sitting in my seat. So I just looked at him silently asking him to please leave.
He said:"You haven't looked at the board ah?"
So i turned around, and there, in big, bubble-fonted writing, occupying 3/4 of the whiteboard read:"HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHONA"
I was so embarrassed, i really didn't like it to be up there. Yong soon had drawn it and i begged to him to erase it. But he told me he wouldn't. I really begged him cause this is the first time he drew it for anyone, so I felt like people may think i want to attract attention by publicising today was my birthday. But i really wasn't. But he didn't erase it. And the class sang the birthday song. Now THAT, i really couldn't stand cause i really HATE HATE it when people sing birthday songs to me. It makes me feel EXTREMELY uncomfortable and i dont know, i just really dont like it. I hate it to such an extent that I've cried while people sang to me before. That's how bad i hate it and how uncomfortable i can feel.

So it lasted through the 2 periods of english, mrs choo totally ignored it. And wrote what she needed to around it. Nobody erased it.
Then 2 periods of MT, and i begged him again to erase cause other people who dont know me may like......you know. Aiya i just really didnt want it to be there.

Then after MT, was recess, and Lindsay, Jieyi and kimberly gave me a giant plain crackers box full of things as a present. Oh, and they forced me to open it in the middle of the canteen, where everyone can see. The box consisted of:Box of chips, Dora the explorer bowl, a roll of toilet paper, and apple, an orange, one packet of plain crackers, small bottle of apple juice with 'thomas the train' packaging and a packet of instant noodles. That was their random gift, they even said it was random. So, yea, very creative. =(
Came back to class, whiteboard drawing was still there!!!!! ugh, i was so frustrated. But luckily maths teacher asked Syarif to erase it.
Then lunch time, was the best time of the day. Shuwei said she wanted to go toilet, so did i, so we went. Then she received something from her maid from the back gate and insisted that i need not follow her. So i waited like near the classroom block.
Then we walked into the canteen, passing the basketball court. And about to reach for my wallet, Shuwei turns to me and asks:"Errrr, do you like surprises?" I was like:"Doesn't everybody?" And she replied:"Uhh, we have a surprise for you ok? Uhhh, you close your eyes can?"
So i blindly followed her, her hands on my eyes, felt like an idiot walking around the canteen like that. Sorry shuwei. =)
Brought me to the table jsut outside the dental clinic, but the people who were preparing weren't ready. So i had to face the clinic and wait for my little surprise. Finally, when it was ready, as i expected, saw candles and then, THE BEST PART OF MY WHOLE BIRTHDAY, A DOUGHNUT CAKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Like 12 chocolate doughnuts stacked up like a cake with candles on them!!! MY gosh, i was like, totally stunned and ecstaticly in shock. (if that's a word) Yea, and i begged them not to sing, they almost did, started with a few words, but i begged them not to, and they were nice enough to stop. =)
Then i made a wish, blew out the candles, which made everyone upset, cause it wasn't meant to be blown out. Ity was supposed to keep lighting up again, those magic candles. But it didn't work out. Don't worry yunling, i appreciate it. =) ALOT.
Yea, spent the whole of lunch eating doughnuts with: Shuwei, yunling, raudhah, aslinda, lindsay, kimberly, jieyi, tengkang, davin, minjie and sidney. And smearing chocolate on each other's faces.
And Lindsay and co. gave me another plain crackers box, full of more random things. THis time, consisted of: PADS, (FIRST ITEM IN THE BOX), ball cake packet, mixed nuts. Yes, mind you, i had to take out the pads in front of everyone. lol.
MY lunch was spent well. =) =) =)

After school, didnt go for CLB, begged my mum to allow me to skip it. =)
No Biology so released early.
Opened my presents then asked Arshad for help with Chemistry. I really dont know anything. Stupid mole concept.
Went for training and enjoyed it. Seniors didn't do anything to me, guess they didnt remember. haha. Good.

Went home with two big bags of presents, mainly consisting of the two plain crackers boxes.

Had pizza for dinner, oredered in. Yummy, my idea.

And that's the end of my birthday.

So many people in school wished me. People i hardly talk to wished me. But it's nice to receive wishes. 'Course it is. =)
And some people texted birthday wishes.
And had a long conversation of texting with some people. =D

That day, was truly, i have to say, the best birthday spent in my whole life. I didn't know my friends were so nice to go through so much trouble to do the surprise for me. Honestly, i didn't expect it, and ESPECIALLY DID NOT expect the doughnut cake!!! I mena, i know i've been talking about one, but really, i did NOT expect it at all!!! That's why i was so dam shocked weh i saw it.

And the gifts from my friends, includes Natalie, Hazel and Jessica too. They were all nice.

You guys have no idea how happy i am and how great you made my birthday. I am totally honest when i say it was the best birthday ever. I hope you know that i really appreciate what you guys did for me for the surprise, because I know i ddin't show my excitement very obviously, cause my shock overcame all other emotions. I never saw it coming. I really didn't. So i really want to thank them for putting in so much effort just for me, and making my day so much brighter and happier.
I'm really happy, you really made my birthday enjoyable.
Thank you all SO SO SO SO SO SO much. =)

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

Charles said he wants to go out tomorrow. Don't know if it's going to happen.
But it'll just be the four of us. Me, charles, yunling and arnold. =) Those are the best people of the group to go out with.

=)

Chemistry sucks to the max. So does maths.

Shona~

It was so wonderful


FEELING HOTdecided onSunday, April 5, 2009 @ 4:55 PM

Hello.
It's a beautiful sunday afternoon, after it has just rained.

Time for my life once in one-and-a-half weeks update.

Let's review.
The week was ultimately tiring.

CCA has been like hard. Cause the competition is the week after next. And the past friday would have been our last training if we dont get to train this coming wednesday after moving the boats to macritchie reservoir. And Friday is good friday.
And Lindsay and Amelia are out of the competition, replaced with Jessica and kimberly. Cause Amelia hasn't been coming, but lindsay has. And according to coach, it isn't fair to the other two. So yup, lindsay is pretty upset, but accepts the fact. Why wouldn't she be?

Jieyi and I are just telling ourselves to do our best, though I think there's not muhc of a high chance for us to get was the qualifying rounds. Yup, so just, try our best. Since we're doing an event we never trained for, never timed it. Never even tried the plan coach gave us. Cause this coming week, if we do get to train, coach said it'll be light training. He doesn't want to strain us just before the competition.
All out. =)

There hasn't been much tests yet, so not feeling too much stress, YET. Chemistry is just too boring, really, i can't even bring myself to do classwork. Nor listen to him. Maths, oh man. I can't pay attention for too long, i just cant. And I'm getting irritated cause maths is really important.

Moving on.

Yesterday, celebrated my birthday with relatives. First time invited all my grandaunts. My dad's side. But only like 2 grandaunts and 1 granduncle. Then like half of the families of the other closer relatives.
Had a super filling mexican dinner, all cooked by my mum. With, of course, help form the 3 of us. Cutting, and slicing and grinding and grating.
Ended up with: Super Nachos for appetizer. Huge pot of Chilli con Carne. Tortillas. Chicken pieces to put into tortillas. Mixed vegetable(brought by aunty shobana). Mashed potato. SALMON! And virgin lime margaritas made by Shaman. lovelove.
Yea, super full after that. But so worth it cause i superly LOVE mexican food.
Then had a nice neopolitan ice cream cake. =) Absolutely loved! (I wished it was a doughnut cake though. Yes, I'm still hoping for one.)

Great presents from everyone. Some birthday money too. I'll save it to get a new phone. =) But that will have to wait till like, October i think. ugh.., i've been dropping my phone so often. Parts that aren't suppose to come out just drop out so easily. The vibration is just a clicking sound. I really need a new phone.

So i enjoyed yesterday. =)
2 more days! =)

Sorry i have to say this.
Sin gapore's weather has been so freaking irritating. I'm so sick of getting sweaty when I go to the toilet for just one minute.
I'm tired of getting sticky and sweaty when it hasn't even reached half the day yet.
Yesterday i was rushing after a shower and i was sweating like MAD!!! I had literally JUST took a shower and i was sweating so much that my arm was wet. Like really wet. Like as if i didn't dry myself. As in, really, i am not exaggerating one bit. I was so freaking frustrated.

Whatever. Please rain more often. Prefably in the morning so there's no assembly and the day will be that much cooler. =)

I got a $50 borders gift card. So maybe we're going later to get some books. yay!

OH! my bros got me a super nice bag. Looks really good. Like for the beach, but can be rbought out too. I've been looking for one. =)

My birthday's going to suck cause i have to go for freaking CLB. Maybe ice cream chefs will cheer me up. Anyone? I have students card! i forgot!! yay! got redemption! =)
Ice cream please!!!
And doughnuts!!!!
And chocolates!!!!

Enjoy the week.

Shona~


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Shona~
Female
15 years Old
7 April 1994

Lazy
Fun
Sarcastic
Blurrish at times

CHOCOLATE
Horses
Salted Popcorn
Seaweed
Jelly
Rainbows
Donuts
Turqoise
Sports
My Dog
Heroes!!!
Right Handed

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Piano
Sleeping
Snacking
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ABOUT ME:
A girl at a TENDER young age
I am sarcastic but i have a soft and caring side too.
I love to take care of animals and hope i am surrounded my pets ALL my life.
I LOVE my cousins to DEATH because they're the most fun ones i could ever have.
I love to bake!
I don't keep my room tidy and i hate cleaning it up.
I play the piano but I only love to play to myself and piano teacher. I hate playing to let others listen and the only time i play, when others are around, is when they are not listening.

Kindergarten:
K1
K2
Temasek primary School:
1J
2J
3F
4F
5G
6G!!!=)
Bedok Green Secondary School:
1/2
2/2 =)
3/1

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A camera
A Laptop
A horse =D
Go to Spain
Go to Switzerland
Small backpack
See Ne-Yo =)
Mika's new album

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