Black Horse, Cherry Tree

DAMN

2010-01-10T22:01:00.000-08:00

Hello.

So, I'll probabaly be posting once a week, or less.
Cause i don't use the com on weekdays.
I'm so controlled and disciplined huh?

Not like anybody looks forward to reading my posts, or even comes here.

I think blogger has a big problem with my blog, the whole background is screwed, sometimes.

Anyway,
first week of school.... was ok.
Homework piled up.
Still have some to do and intend to finish it tomorrow since it's due tuesday.

Monday's are one of the best days cause there's bio and PE!!!
And get to practice standing broad jump, something im actually good at.
=)

Anyway, I don't have to mood the blog nowadays.
Maybe i'll just close my blog, whatever.

K, back to school, TRAINING STARTS TOMORROW!
GOODBYE TUMMY!
I really want my abs to form.

PAY ATTENTION IN CLASS (My new years resolution)

Good luck to allsec 4's getting their O level's results. =)
Our turn next. Hope we can skip bio to see their event.

Oh, FOUZAN and HENDERSON joined CLB!!!!

Shona~

THE END.

2010-01-03T22:08:00.000-08:00

OH NO!

It's Sunday.
The day before monday.
The monday that we start school.
The school where we'll be sec 4.
The sec 4's taking O' Levels.
The O' levels that will determine our teriary education.
Tertiary education whcih will determine if we go to universities or not.
Universities where we'll study what we wanna do in life.

Basically, OUR LIFE CHANGES NOW.

I don't wanna blog long cause I have no mood.
How can I when school starts in a few hours?

Screw it.
I HAVE to work hard.

Good luck to all the Sec 4's of 2010.

Now we'll have to write 1 after the slash when we write the date.
Weird. HAHA.

K bye.
Time to have my last sleep before school affects my dreams.

Shona~

CHRISTMAS

2009-12-29T18:09:00.000-08:00

HI-LO!

It's after christmas!
=(

Christmas was pretty great if you concentrate on the presents and dinner part.
I got:

Barbie hair straightener and candy from Santa!
Necklace from parents
Long pendant necklace from brothers.
COLOURED PEN SET from Yvonne and brothers. (It consists of like 8354189726498612 pens!)
Shirt from uncle Denesh and Family
Teddy bear from Jonathan
Fila Bag from Auntie Shobana and family
Watch from Saira and Family
Earrings from Shirin and Mizan
BARBIE DOLL from Grandma!
Book from Yunling (I'm so captivated by it)
Adidas pouch from mummy's friend.
And a red packet.
=)

I miss christmas.
My mum cooked like amd for two dinners.
Miss all the yummy food.
Miss christmas carols.

Singing in church was so dam ncie during the christmas eve service. Everybody sang really loudly and with all their heart. It was just so beautiful and enjoyable.

Well, looking forward to next year's.

Yunling and Arnold came to my church on sunday! haha. Hope they enjoyed themselves lah.
At least they saw me play the piano, it's a privilege to see me playing. lol.
Then we went to lunch at an indian restaurant, AND WE SAW SURESH. haha!
We waved to him on the way out and he seemed abit stunned to see us. He left his jaw open and just waved back nervously. lol.
Think he doesn't remember yunling and me and probably wondred why these two random girls are waving to him.

Well, at least there's nothing left on my event list this holidays.
The stupid mock exam is over.
Best part was that mrs quek wasn't there to invigilate so we just asked each others for answers and checked notes. In the canteen somemore.
Screw THAT man.

Won't be going back to FLC anymore, i think.
Except for an event next year in January.
I'll miss project HORIZON and FLC.
=(

I NEED TO FINISH MY PHOTO SCRAPBOOK OF INDIA!

GO AND WATCH AVATAR! OMG IT'S ONE OF THE BEST MOVIES I'VE EVER SEEN. See it in 3D! It's not like other 3D movies. The things don't come towards you, the movies pulls YOU in. Trust me, it's not a stupid show of blue people. You'll regret if you don't go see it.

I don't wanna go back to school.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUHSIN! *wink*

Shona~

INDIA PICS!

2009-12-20T21:14:00.000-08:00

Here are just a few nice pictures i took in India.

PLEASE go to my facebook album for everything.

However, you may have to wait, i cant upload at night cause it's took slow, and im going for a camp till wednesday tomorrow.

Here we go.

I miss everything there.

I want to go back.

On the plane to Bangkok! Thai airways. THats one out of three doughnuts shuwei bought for me. HEEHEE!

That's the lady that allowed us to stay in part of her house. Where we're standing is her other house under renovation. Behind is the beautiful view of other houses.

This is the cafe where we spent alot of our time. Eatin, working, or just for tea. =)

I MISS CROSSROAD CAFE!

Night walk to a HUGE church. See the guys in black right at the bottom? Thats' GOUMANG on the left and PEACE on the right. ;)

THe kids living next to us. I MISS THEM SO MUCH!

First night at the slum area. We had to wear the light thingy on our caps. haha, the kids were so fascinated.

THIS IS SURAJ! THe cutest baby i've met! Adorable to the max right? OOOOOoooo!

After hikinh down a mountain. No stairs, all ground. THats why only a few of us went, the BRAVE ones, haha. Don't we look super cool? I love this pic.

Went sight seeing, isn't the view just AWESOME? Gosh, i ddint wanna leave cause it's just so beautiful i could stare at it forever.

The free medical camp. I did registration and blood pressure! THis is the view from the blood pressure station. My blood pressure is 110/70mm of Hg. THAT'S NORMAL FYI. haha~

After medical camp was feeding. THe guys behind are the youth that came to help. See the one right in the middle behind lindsay? the one with the hand at his chest? THAT'S the one who kept staring at me.

SEE HOW EXCITED THE KIDS ARE FOR THE CAMERA?

THis was an activity we had. Thank the person for whatever you want. =)

MOST VALUABLE PICTURES:

Trust me, you will never see Haiqal this happy in a picture. Look how deep his dimples are. And SHE has her arm wrapped around his. WOOT!

MURNI! HERE YOU GO! But this isn't a good picture of him.

THIS IS GOUMANG AND BEN. BEN WASN'T SUPPOSED TO BE IN THE PICTURE, BUT HE CAME IN! SEE!! 2 IN 1!!!!!

(By the way, goumang isn't balding. His hair is tied up and it's dam bushy and think. haha)

WORDS CANNOT DESCRIBE HOW BEAUTIFUL THIS PICTURE IS. See my face? I'm shaking inside and laughing that's why i look weird. His sense of fashion not bad huh? HEEHEE!!!!!!

His hair is way cool, short, slightly spiked, his height is just nice. His face, TOO handsome. omg, i've honestly never seen anyone so handsome.

THIS IS BEN AND ME. ME AND BEN. BEN AND I.

=) =) =)
I LOVE THIS. WOOT!!!

Ben, please come to Singapore.

Ok, i dont wanna think about him anymore, i'm too sad.

I have council camp tomorrow, when it ends, arnold comes back too! =)

I still haven't packed. HAHA.

Shona~

Or not.

POST INDIA

2009-12-18T04:02:00.000-08:00

BACK FROM INDIA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sorry i took awhile to update, too lazy and busy.

Wont put pictures up yet, i dont have the camera now.

But im SO glad i went on the trip.

The whole team bonded so close together. Munmun is dam lucky she got a fun bunch of us who didnt shun her one bit. ;)

The people there aren't very dark. In fact, they look like cambodians or napalese.

THe traffic is crazy over there, there are giant trucks that miss your car by inches! THere can be two cars driving in a lane that's meant to fit one. Pedestrians just walk wherever they want. THere was ONE traffic light i saw, and not only was it not working, it was bent, almost 30 degrees downwards. HA!
And one time, a random guy talked to our jeep driver and just got in and started driving. WE had a new driver instantly! lol.

THe air pollution is really bad. But it's cool everyday. At night it can get pretty cold though. But if you happen to be in the sun, it can be as hot as singapore. Yet cool, so it's quite funny. But it's like natural aircon, so we hardly sweat.

THe thing that impacted me most was working at the slum area.
WE painted their hut and benches, and had a free medical camp. So they were given free medical checkups and medicine. Cool right?
Once, we had packeted breakfast there, and they have really abd trash management. THey jsut throw the waste to one side and burn it. So we left our leftovers there. And during lunch time, the kids actually rummaged through our leftovers breakfast to find food. Omg, the feeling was dam shitty. WE were eating in front of people who hardly can find food to survive.
But every saturday, they have feeding for the kids.

THe first saturday, we fed them this mixture called "Vitameal" a mixture of rice and lentils, it turned out to be this dahl like thingy. WE also had to eat it, so we would know what we were feeding them. At frist, it was nice, spicy, different.
THe next day,
HALF THE TEAM (LITERALLY) fell sick.
I personally vomitted 3 times the next day.
And the next few days after that, i felt nauseous alot.

But after that we were all fine.
I never wanna eat that again.
Worst part, we had to cook it again for them the enxt saturday. BUT WE DIDNT HAVE TO EAT. DAm lucky man, i would've fainted.
Haiqal and I both almost puked at the sight and smell of it.

But the kids at the slum area were cute TO THE MAX. And the LOVE taking pictures. When the flash comes one, that's when they go crazy. They scream everytime they see a flash and they'll practically shout at you tot ake a photo, and pull your camera to see the picture you've taken. But their adorable. =)
I love Suraj. (HE's the cutest baby there, i'll post his picture later)

Oh and the second saturday we were there, was the second day of medical camp, and this bunch of indian youth guys came to help. THey were pretty nice, except one of them kep looking at me, abit creepy ah.
AND MURNI THINKS ONE OF THEM IS CUTE, HAH!
HAIQAL SAW A PRETTY LADY ALSO(Shan't elaborate)
But it was all good, felt good helping the people.

WE also set up the computers for the cafe. THe cafe was called CROSSROAD CAFE LOUNGE. WE had most of our emals packeted from there, or we went there to eat. WE didnt have to pay for any of our meals, it's all included.
But the food was really good, except for the breakfast, where we had omelette and bread almost everyday for breakfast. haha. But it wasn't horrible. =)

Setting up computers isn't as hard as i thought, cause the wires only lead to one socket, just find that one and you should be safe! haha~

THat's msot of the community work we did.
WE went sight seeing a little, go to facebook for all the explanation, but i'll upload when i have more time, so wait for it.

Had two days of shopping. Didnt buy alot, not much to buy there.
BUT I BOUGHT A SWEATER THAT I CANT WAIT TO WEAR! IT'S GOT A HOOD AND POCKETS THAT CONNECT! STRIPED! yay!!!!! heehee, bought it from this auntie who ahd a shop full of them, really nice ones. And she gave us an ultimate dsicount cause we bought four altogether, from 550rupees to 400 rupees. cool man.

Had so much tea to drink there, i've never drunk so much in that short time before, haha.

WE had betelnut to eat also, which was like eating a rock. And we had to eat it with a leaf and lime. So it's like eating a rock and a leaf, honest.

THere were lots of stray animals too, stray dogs, stray cows, stray goats, stray chickens, stray cats, occasionally stray ducks and PIGS. hahahaha!

HIGHLIGHTS OF THE TRIP:

ON THE NIGHT I SLEPT NEXT TO MUHSIN, HE SLEPT TALKED AND KIND OF KICKED ME, SAT UP, AND SAID:"EH, POEPLE WANT TO WALK" stared at me with his eyes so UNBELIEVABLY big, for a full 10 seconds, then went back to sleep. Omg, when he was staring i thought he was awake, so iw as waiting for the "haha, gotcha!", but he went back to sleep. Then almost immediately, Razy sat up, smiled and went back to sleep. HAHA!!! I'll never forget muhsin's face. I was actually terrified by the way he stared at me.
I MET THREE GUYS NAMED, PEACE, GOUMANG AND BEN.

SECOND, MORE IMPORTANT HIGHLIGHT:

We met peace and goumang together on the second night, they took us out for a walk.
I thoguht Peace was cool, slightly handsome.
Goumang is COOL AND CUTE. He has a piercing below his lip and long tied up bushy hair.

We met Ben on the last night(his name isn't really Ben, it's short for something really long), he came over to help with decorations at crossroad, then came over to our place to hang around. He played cards with us and his other friend Gideon, who looks like a rocker, but is so dam funny.
Anyway, I sat next to Ben most of the time, HAHA. Not purposely, we were playing scum, and it jsut so happened all his ranks were next to mine!!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Anyway, on the last day, we went to crossroad for our lunch before we set off, and Goumang, Gideon and Ben were there. Peace was in some other state. =(
So, BEN IS THE MOST HANDSOME GUY I'VE SEEN IN MY ENTIRE LIFE. I've seen so many cute guys, so many cool guys, BUT NO ONE AS HANDSOME AS HIM. omg, he's superstar handsome. He looks like an indian actor. WALAU, he's the type of handsome that no matter how much you stare at him, you wont get sick of his face.
AND I TOOK A PICTURE WITH HIM!!! WOOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AND A PICTURE WITH GOUMANG AND HIM!!!!! ACtually it was just supposed to be goumang and i, but ben came in the last minute, HAHA, 2 IN 1!!!!!!!!!!!!

And as we left the jeep, i sat behind, so i looked back, and Ben was there, as he was about to walk off, he looked into our jeep, RIGHT AT ME, stared for a few seconds, then turned around to walk off with Goumang. OMG, THE FEELING IS INDESCRIBABALE! WOO!
So sad that was the last time i got to see him.
Oh FYI, he's not some boy, he's a twenty plsu year old man, with nice half-spiked short hair and a really good sense of dressing. HEEHEE.

I heard David(The guy who had the idea to start up the cafe) is coming next year to singapore, and we told him to bring ben along!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
I really wanna see him again.............

So when i developed the india pictures, i printed the one with goumang and ben, and the indivdual one with ben BIGGER than the rest. HAHA.

I have goumang on facebook! But not peace and more importantly, BEN. =(

MURNI MISSES THAT YOUTH GUY( i know his name but shan't reveal for her sake)
HAIQAL MISSES THAT LADY( i know her name too, shan't reveal either)
I MISS HIM! (YOU know his name, so i shan't repeat.)

I miss Shillong
I miss David and his motorbike(which i got to ride on the last night!!!!)
I miss crossroad cafe
I miss the crazy traffic
I miss the stray animals
I miss seeing betelnut all over the floor
I miss the slum kids
I miss the cool air
I miss all the fun we had together playing around
I miss the whole Horizon team.
I want to go back.
Lindsay and i plan to go back after o levels, this time for a holiday!! heehee!

I've learnt so much on this trip and it was a really good experience. The whole team has created a bond so close, that we tell each other when we feel like farting, and just fart openly. I shan't reveal who were the famous ones, for their sake. HAHA.

I really wanna go back.
Mainly to see HIM lah, HAHAHAHAHAHA!
Nah, but i really do miss the place.
Go to facebook for the full story, i jsut did a brief one heer, there's so much more to tell!
I'm trying to do a scrapbook of my pictures. =)

Well, that's all for now, I'm also glad im back. =)

Arnold's coming back on the 23rd, same day as i break council camp. =)
Haven't talked to him for dam long.... =(

CHRISTMAS IS COMING!!!!!
FRIENDS CHRISTMAS DINNER TOMORROW AND SHUWEI IS COMING!!!
=)

Shona~

Maybe i should just forget it

YL'S BDAY 09

2009-11-30T20:35:00.000-08:00

Hello!

well, today's was pretty good, since i wasn't so busy.

Training in the morning was abit slack casue we were doing tehcnical training, means teaching the juniors how to do all the excercises properly. So we didnt train much. But i thought it was necessary to teach them.

Then tuition for about an hour, i escaped an hour! lol.

Rushed to FLC, met lindsay (she was late, as i expected) and i met jessica on the platform!! haha. we couldn't believe it! We just saw each other for training in the morning then meet in the afternoon again. lol

Anyway, after reaching kallang, we bought a cake for liping and surprised her at FLC.
Yummy chocolate cake! =)
Short metting to clear some doubts and then helped to wrap stuff with STOLEN clingwrap from the airport. Razy's crime. lol.

Ok, then im here now!
Practiced some piano just now. All my christmas songs and carols!
I found a book with christmas songs and it's not basic, so it doesn;t sound basic and it's really nice. I wont have much time to practice after coming back form india so im practicing alot now. Cause christmas is like only 10 days away from when i arrive back to singapore. Plus i have another camp before that so another 2 days of practicing will be gone.

I wanna get my christmas hymns perfect! Cause i have to play for church.
And i wanna invite yunling and the 2 boys to my church to hear me play, cause i think they deserve to(not many people hear me play) and i wanna get it right!
But think charles may be busy with his church stuff so depending on yunling and arnold to come.

Ok, i love chirstmas songs and i love practicing them. I can stay at the piano and just practice for DAMN long. Provided it's christmas pieces. heehee.

K, Saira's coming over for supper soon! THen she's gonna stay over!
Shopping for whatever i need for india tomorrow! She's gonna tag along.
Haircut tomorrow also! haha.

I NEED TO START PACKING.

I want tiger biscuits....

OH, and I cant talk to Arnold from today till 23rd. Cause we'll both be at camps. When one is at home, other is at camp. And it's both OVERSEAS, so we cant even text. Man...

The FOUR OF US wont be able to go out either. Till after the 23rd, that is.
I love the four of us, we can just pass time by talking. WE dont need activities to have fun or kill time. That's what i love about it.
We dont even need to plan sometimes. We just go with the flow, and probably end up sitting down to ....JUST TALK.
It's hard to find people like that. I'm glad i found THEM. =)

So YUNLING, wait till we all get back from our camps (really, the 3 of us are going for camps and everything and yl will be at home, haha) then we can get your remaining fish k?

OH YEA, the 4 of us went out yesterday to do a mini celebration of yunling's bday since Arnold and i wont be around (SORRY YUNLING, AGAIN!)
So we ate at swensens, parkway. And then got FISH for her.
WEll, we wanted to, then the guy said that we should let the water run with the filter so the plant inside can get used to the water and provide enough exygen before the fish come in.
So yea, we bought the bowl, filter, food, live plant, and chlorine stuff, BUT NO FISH. lol.

But yunling seemed happy so, im glad she was.
3 of us are broke now. HAHA.
And yunling doesn't know how much we payed for it!
I wanted to surprise her with fish at first, but scared she wouldn't like what i chose, or worse, scared she would say :"I was joking when i said i wanted fish".
Lucky man...

THen after getting the fish, we sat a the Roxy Square hotel lobby to just talk. =)
Charles actually went up the lift and explored the first few storeys. lol.

And, yunling and i found out SOMETHING new about Arnold.
Shan't and WON'T elaborate.

And we took a couple of pictures beside a REAL gingerbread house in the lobby. You caould acutally smeel the gingerbread. With candy canes and cookies stuck on it. heehee.
And the boys nearly left the place without taking the fish stuff.
Walau, imagine if we went home without it.

Yup, so that was enjoyable. The last time we could go out before we all go to our camps and what not. SO, it was nice to catch up. It alwasy is. =)

OH! AND ARNOLD GOT A CALL FROM RYAN JUST BEFORE WE ATE, AND RYAN KNEW WHERE HE WAS. Omg, i think Ryan saw Arnold walking towards parkway. Lucky we weren't with him, or we'll have a whole ton of explaining to do. lol.

Ok, i better go!
I'll try to update before i go to india again!

Toodles!

Shona~

POST CANEOING CAMP

2009-11-27T21:09:00.000-08:00

ELLO!

BACK FROM CANEOING CAMP! =)

It was a whole different experience man.

Super stressful and rush and fun at the same time.

The four of us had to plan everything and all i wanted was that everyone would enjoy it. And i think they did, overall.

THere were hiccups here and there especially the first day where they literally watched us for half an hour while we prepared the games. And the second day where too much time was given for open house preperation that everyone got bored and started their own games.

Well anyway, the best part was the sec 4 graduation thing we did for them. WE gave them a hell of a scare. I was rushing like mad before it started to make sure all the clues were set up and that everything was perfect.

Must thank everyone for helping to make it possible. THnaks guys.

Think i was the most worked up on it. Cause i didnt want ANYTHING to ruin it cause we only had one chance.

AND IT WORKED OUT!

I was so dam happy, though one part where ALiya kinda stepped in when she wasn;t supposed to but she just played along and everything else worked out. haha

I was so dam satisfied after the whole thing.

WE predicted that Joan would cry, but in the end, Ivy and Nadiah were crying like mad cause they were so scared(and they're our most manly seniors). haha. No offence guys. lol.

THanks to juniors, they did an AWESOME job keeping quiet throughout the whole thing
Thanks Mr Tan Yang Hui for being our murderer on the loose. Didn't think he'd be THAT scary, we actually asked Mr Hafiedz to do it too.

Well, im sure the four of us have changed after this camp. Our leadership skills have hopefully improved.
Most of all, i hope the team has grown closer together, that was the main objective.

Well, that's all for now.

I went swimming today at Laguna! Yunling we should go there!
Dam shiok ah.

Rollerblading with youth tomorrow!

I really need free time, SCREW HOLIDAY HOMEWORK.
i actually found the dam yellow booklet today. haha.

K, I LOVE STRAWBERRY TRIFLE. THere's a whole bowl for shankar and i to share since we're home alone.

let me enjoy it now. Goodnight!

Shona~

SEC 3 CAMP

2009-11-22T20:59:00.000-08:00

Sup.

Well, back from sec 3 camp.
It was fun!

Except that it rained on BOTH afternoons around the time so sea expedition got cancelled (I didn't feel like going anyway, so had time to slack in the bunk) and high elements were reduced to indoor rock wall and zip line.

But it was really fun. Got to bond alot and have fun.

Experienced every two minutes with a plane flying right over us. It was dam loud so the first night kept waking up. It's amazingly loud man.

THE STRANGEST THING that happened was that i met Arnold during me land expedition! So dam coincidental man. I just saw him the past Monday and then saw him on thrusday. lol.
Very weird and unexpected. What were the chances i would've emt him. adn he was just about to leave with his NCC camp people, so if i came jsut that but later, i would've msised him.
haha.

(OH AND BTW, MONDAY IW ENT OUT WITH YUNLING, CHARLES AND ARNOLD. THE BOYS BROKE THE RECORD FOR COMING THE LATEST. YUNLING AND I WAITED FOR THEM FOR ALMOST 2 HOURS. CONGRATULATIONS GUYS. GUESS YOU'RE THE "COOLEST" PEOPLE AROUND HUH? CAN YOU BELIEVE IT? 2 HOURS. WHAT IS WRONG WITH THEM? BEST THING IS THAT CHARLES TEXTED ME EARLIER TO SAY THEY WERE GONNA BE A LITTLE BIT LATE. YES, HE SAID LITTLE. BUT IT WAS NICE TO SEE ARNOLD AGAIN CAUS EI MISSED HIM AFTER OBS. REALLY GOOD DINNER, PLAYED A GAME TO FINISH THE FOOD. STUFFED OURSELVES LIKE MAD.
PLEASE, LET'S GO OUT AGAIN AND DONT BE LATE AGAIN)

Back to the camp, stupid shuwei never come. Raudhah also. So i stuck wiht liping most of the time cause Jael didnt come either. So i got pretty close to her and got to know her better. =)
The class was split into two groups, (and no we didnt combine with other classes, only did activities with them) my group consisted of:
Me, Liping, Weesheng, Arshad, Lin Hui, Marina, Kimberly(whom i got to know so much more about), Fouzan, Godwin, Yong Soon, Wee Lun, Jia Hao, Nathasya, Yi Zhen.
I'm glad i got them cause they're fun people.
Syarif and I were both upset that we weren'y in the same group. =(

But it was nice to get to know everyone better.

Field cooking was fun! I marinated the chicken!!!! Luckily i paid attention when my mum made marinate. Tasted good right guys? HAHA.
I cooked it too! IN A MASS TIN. lol.
Dinner was really good and yummy!
And then Hakim had to boast about his already-cooked dinner that he ate with sausages and chicken wings while i was washing the dam cabbage.

Yea, sec 4'2 came to help and Rizwan was my group's respective leader.
Thanks guys, for sacrificing your time to come to our camp. =)

Oh, and imrpovised rafting was a blast! Lucky i rememberd the knots from OBS so Arshad didnt have to do everything alone! I'm so proud of myself! (Not that i wanna brag)
Our raft stayed together in one piece! It didnt fall apart AT ALL! None of teh groups rafts did, so it was pretty cool. So much better than obs, and we were given less poles. lol.

The last day, as i expected, our class was given the task to clean teh toilets. GIRLS CAN BE SO DAM DISGUSTING. OMG, WHY DON'T YOU JUST THROW THE DAM PAD IN THE DUSTBIN JUST OUTSIDE. WHY MUST YOU LEAVE IT IN THE TOILET BOWL FOR OTHERS TO ENJOY THE SPECTACULAR VIEW?
Then we have to clean for them sia.
Whatever, it was an.......... EXPERIENCE.

Campfire was fun and i shouted so much cause i was having a sore throat and i wanted to lose my voice. MY throat is still sore and my voice is still around. So im not too happy.
Nevermind. It hurts whenever i yawn and sneeze.

That's all i wanna say, i miss having bonding time with our class. Pretty fun actually and SHUWEI MISSEED OUT ON THE FUN.

Tomorrow, have preparation for canoeing camp stuff. Omg we have to rush like mad. Wish me luck man. I hope we can finish everything.
The sec 4's are in for a surprise! ;)

I love my bed. And my clean toilet. And the fridge.

Shona~

It gets better eveytime

POST OBS

2009-11-17T13:09:00.000-08:00

MEOW! (Hello!)

Im back from OBS!!!
Omg i had so much fun there, and i miss it so much.

I'm gonna update everything i did there (or at least what i can remember, so i may bave done other stuff which i might not mention down below), so those not interested in what I did or who dont feel like reading my everyday life at OBS, DONT READ THE FOLLOWING.

Day 1, (9th November, Monday):

Reported to scool at 7! Dam early right? Bus left around 8 i think.

Reached punggol campsite around 9 or so.. and waited for all the different schools to come strolling in untill like 10 plus or 11!!! So were were there waiting for almost 2 hours, not doing anything. Oh and the punggol campsite was the camp i went for in Primary 3. =) Good times.

Met Najeera there, didn't know she was coming. Met Arnold too, knew he was coming. What a coincedence. Close primary school classmates meeting here. Yea so, at first i thought Arnold would be going for a different course, but it was all the same! But he got into a different group and so did Najeera.

I was in group 2, he was in group 4, Najeera was in some far away group, there were altogether 16 i think.

So yeap, 16 people per group. And for every 4 groups, 3 school were mixed.

Example: Group 1, 2, 3 and 4 were made up of Bedok Green, Balestier Hill and Bedok South students. Get? =)
MY GROUP'S NAME WAS COOK. I LOVE MY GROUP.
(Cook as in James Cook, a sailor and explorer of the world!)

Then some introductory stuff and we set off to Ubin on a boat!!!!

We went to campsite 2 first. So that was our main campsite. Had a tour, couple of games and more introduction. Choosing of i/c's.
THen rationing of foods for the whole camp. So we had to pack it for each brakfast, lunch and dinner, pretty tiring and frustrating for the food i/c's.
Then after putting our bags in the store, we played mini trust fall, i shan't elaborate. Arnold's group got to do the real trust fall. No fair. =(
Then after we did belaying practice, it was pretty ok i guess, got to learn a new skill. And i did the "press your little finger and then interlock it so you feel the electric shock" to my group friends. It was so funny.

Can't remember anything else, but soon after, we learnt how to pitch tents and then pitched our own in the forest! There were holes in the ground, suspected to be dug by wild boars, so that was pretty scary. It was getting dark so we were almost pitching in the dark, quite hard you know.

Then dinner! Cooked rice! Turned out just a little too hard but apparently, the others thought it was "SHIOK AH!".
Had some canned food to cook too.
Shared sleeping area with Lindsay's and Syafiqah's group BATTUTA. And 4 to a tent. So Me, lindsay, Nasuha and Syafiqah shared a tent.

Day 2:

REPORT AT 6 AM WHICH TURNED OUT TO BE 6:30. Everybody was late. And report means; unpitch your tent, wash up and change and go down to the campsite.

We packed our bags for the expeditiong from Tuesday and Thursday. So our bags were really heavy cause it contained the essentials plus food rations. And I had to clean the grls toilet cause it was our duty that day.
Set off around 8 plus to campsite 1!

About 1.2km journey there, walking of course. Bag dam heavy man. But it was a super nice campsite. It was actually a building with nice facilities. Cause it was the instructor training area too.

Then did high elements!!! Best part. Had so much fun.
Lindsay didnt get to do, so she didnt get to conquer her fear. walau eh....
Poor arnold was trying to climb, but the girl he went up with couldn't continue( cause must go up 2 at a time) And when she came down, he had to too. lol.

Then practice kayaking to get a feel of it and capsizing drills and rescues. Two in one boat. Saw some jellyfish. Pretty big and long tentacles. And one of my group mates was really seasick, she threw up in the sea. And she was our rescuing partner, lucky never capsize before she threw up.

After that we washed up, with the hose mainly, not an actual shower, and then had dinner. And we didnt have to cook! THe cookhouse prepared dinner for us!
Then small debrief and inspiration talk by our instructors. and then we pitched our tents with 3 other groups, JUNKO and COUSTEAU. Arnold's and Zakiah's group respectively.
That was toally in the dark so it was pretty hard.
And I asked Arnold to come help me pitch the tent and suddenly my instructor came and said:" You're not from my group right?"
Arnold: "Err.. No."
Me: "Oh, I asked him to come and help since he already finished his tent. He's helping us."
Instructor:"May I know your name, group and instructor?"
Arnold told her everything.
And my instructor walked off.

I was thinking to myself :"Oh shit, i think i just got him into trouble." So i told him to go back to his tent, I didn't know helping other group people was a crime. Suddenly, i saw him walking slowly to my instructor who interrogated him and his instructor. OMG i felt like crap. I was hoping and praying i didn't get him into trouble. THen he waslked to his tent and din't come back after they lectured him.

I couldn't sleep from then. I kept thinking about what the instructors could have said. I felt so guilty and worried. I took so dam long to sleep.

Day 3:

In the morning, i wanted to apologize and ask him what happened, but he was far away unpitching his tent, adn my group was all done so we had to walk off.

After washing up and stuff, we had warm up and some silly games at the parade square thingy. Arnold raised the flag, maaaannn, i wanted too. lol.
I didnt wanna look at him cause i thought he was angry at me.

Then we jogged to our sleeping area cause we had to clean it up. And he picked up a stone near me to throw it to the side and i apologized to him softly(cause i was sad that he was angry with me) and asked softly was the instructors said. And he just walked away with the stone. Without acknowledging anything. At that moment, I thought he really was angry and i wanted to cry.

We jogged back to the place where all our bags were was called to Pool Deck, and my group was next to his, and my bag was next his. But he dragged his bag behind the pillar so i couldn't see him. I thought he was angry at me and didnt even wanna look at me.

So I ate my breakfast there in silence, hugging my knees. Super sad that he was angry with me.
Then he sat near me and suddenly said: "Why you stoning?"
Omg i was so happy he talked to me!
I apologized and asked what happened, still guilty. And you know what he said?
"Oh, they saw me using my phone and asked me not to use it again"
WHAT THE HELL MAN. I was sad and angry at myself for nothing. To explain the earlier apologizing, i guess he just didnt hear me. walau eh....
Yea so we started talking like normal again and he assured me nothing was my fault. =)

Then we had our land expedition. So had to drag our heavy bags to the parade square thing for briefing.
First, had to solve a scrambled puzzle.
THen, find our checkpoints with the cluses given.
THEN GO! =)

We were the last to leave.

And after about 4 grueling hours of wrong directions, hot weather, eating breaks and singing while trekking, we reached our destination FIRST!!!! By a minute!!!! Om,g we were so dam happy, we didnt know it was possible.
Happiest moment there man.

Then we built rafts with the materials given. Had to do a commercial with it, And it was successful! It flaoted, although one barrel almost popped out, but all 16 of us managed to sit on it while floating. Oh yea, and we jumped into the quarry before that. The clearest, bestest water ever. Played there for awhile too, and that was our shower. =)
Unfortunately, we had to dismantle our rafts and pack up before we headed to our campsite.

But this campsite was diferent. It was just gravel as ground, with a forest around us, and a coast beyond the fence nearby. You would imagine it to be really nice, but it was actually pretty ordinary. And we had to pitch tents(luckily in light) near antholes. Toobad for us. And the ground was so dam hard so we couldn't use pegs. We had to tie strings to rocks and use that. Wah dam frustrating man. If you tripped over a rock, that's it, the tent was going down

To get to the toilet, we had to walk along the fence, in between the forest and the coast. All the way to the end till the fence blocked our way. And the beach was in front, forest beside, rocks, yes ROCKS as the ground.
There you go, pee and shit there. No privacy, except that's it's deep in.
The boys were worse. THey just had to go inside tall plants, onyl about 30 metres from our campsite. lol.

Then dinner! Maggie mee for dinner! It was the most scruptious thing we had then. And to wash our utensils and mass tins, just rinse in the sea. Walau, the sea was full of flaoting maggi and our tins had oil which could not be removed. But who cares? Just pack inside the bag. lol

Oh, and an unfortunate event happened. You see, it's a steep slope down to the coast. So my group friend, shan't reveal for the sake of privacy, was helping people down. And
Arnold was about to go down, so she offered him help. He rejected and just old her to hold his utensils while he tried to get down. Then Arnold slipped and her instinct was to push him to prevent him from falling. The maggie spilt over Arnold and Arnold replied with his sarcastic: "thanks ah, thanks".
She took it seriously and got fed up. She walked up to me and WeiJia and blabbered about the whole incident. And she scolded Arnold and insulted him in FRONT OF MY FACE. All inclusive of insults and racist remarks. Wth man, firstly, I'M INDIAN TOO, secondly, HE'S MY FRIEND. And i had to withstand listening to her insult him in front of my face, and all i could do was stand there and tell myself not to punch her.
After she finished and stuff, I went to talk to Arnold and told him everything. I mean, im not a telltale, he's my friend, i just had to. WE talked for about 15 minutes. I was dam angry man, you know i almost cried. Yea, that's ow angry i was. But Arnold was the one trying to calm me down. He wasn't angry at all. But it was nice talking to him. Yea I like talking to him.

Then we had a mass briefing for the next day's sea expedition so I couldn't let HER see me with Arnold just inc ase she thought i told him everything(cause i dont think she knew i was his frined) and we sat away from each other.

After almost a 45 minute briefing, we headed to sleep.

Sentry duty for half an hour, and i was given this super bright torchlight that could shine way up into the sky!!! Nobody did sentry after 2 am, so i did it for nothing.

I kept waking up in the middle of the night to pluck ants SPECIFICALLY off my face and left elbow. Plucked them off, squashed them and threw them to one side. Dam ants.

Day 4:

In the morning, our tents had ants in them! And our bags were swarming with them, luckily we didnt keep our bags in our tents. We suspected cause of our food inside. Had constant bites and they were so dam iritating. Hate ants now.
We Woke up around 5 and straight away prepared for our sea expedition! The whole Alpha mobile went together. Alpha mobile consists of the 4 groups.

Paddled with Nasuha for 6 hours and 20 minutes.
It was dam irritating when everybody kept banging into our boat, not even saying sorry. Others, would just say hello to you, literally lift their paddles over their heads and give a stumped look as they crashed into you. Omg i was dam angry.
THE BOATS AREN'T CHEAP YOU KNOW? THE LEAST, LEAST YOU COULD DO IS SAY SORRY.
One girl even, FROM OUR SCHOOL, hit my head with the dam paddle and just looked at me. So i waited for an apology, but it never came. So i just said: "OH IT'S OK". Wth.
WE stopped a few times to snack, cause we could bring ziplocs with snacks into the boat.
And got out of our boat only once to eat lunch.
My butt hurt like mad.
And Arnold's ziploc was dam big with a whole lot of food.

Kayaked like 3/4 of the island, BACK to campsite 2. And we reached an hour early!!
SO THE SECOND BEST PART HAPPENED. WE GOT TO DO A JETTY JUMP!!!!

As we were walking down the jetty, i saw jellyfish floating, so abit scary ah.
And the jump was amazing. I shouted: "Jellyfish, please don't eat me" as i jumped. And it took dam long to hit the water. seriously. I was like: "Why haven't reached the water yet?" lol.
But it was so nice to jump in, refresh ourselves.
Had to bring Jasper with me cause he was a weak swimmer.
Oh, and iw as probably swimming in a whole lot of pee. lol. Natural toilet.

Then we hosed down everything, boats, lifejackets, ourselves. Wash off all the pee. lol.

Showered and had dinner!
Celebration dinner, so we cooked so much and we had to present our dinner to the whole Alpha group. DEscribe each dish as what it represented during our journey.
Example, the maggie mee, which was what i presented.
"At first, the maggie is compact as inflexible. Just like us, our comfort zone is limited and we don wanna try new things. But After putting it into hot water, representing our obstacles and challenges, it becomes flexible and spreads out, just like how our comfort zone has widened and we are willing to try new things"
THIS IS WHERE YOU CLAP. =)

So dinner was yummy, super yummy. And Junko made apple crumble which was AMAZING. Mashed apple, ovaltine power and crushed digestive biscuit was all they needed. omg it was dam good. But it was sugegsted by their instructor of course. haha.

We unpacked our bags and into our own bags and then set off to pitch our tents!
It was at campsite 2, but a different spot.
Gosh, the ground was the best ever ground we had. ALL our tents looked perfect.
Many people stayed up to talk, but since our tent area was near the instructor lounge, we got scolding from up top. lol, everybody scrambled into any tent nearby. haha, it was dam funny.
Oh yea, all our nights, we slept with Battuta nearby, so lindsay Syafiqah, Nasuha and I always
slept in one tent.

One of the best sleep man.

Day 5:

Unpitched the tent for the last time and washed up in time for PT again. MY knee hurt abit, but i withstood it. 5 B-Ex again.
And a silly game with Alpha(excluding Battuta).

Then had to wash all the tents, ponchos, ground sheets, fly sheets and return everything to it's rightful place in the storage room. THAT took a long time. My socks and shoes got all wet, so quite disgusting ah...

Then our turn to clean up the corridor outside the storage rooms.
Then we went for our debrief, followed by closing.
It was dam sad, my group teared up INCLUDING ME YES, and we were soon seperated as we got on the boat by school.
We exchanged our numbers so we could contact each other anytime.

Reached punggol and the souvenir shop opened just in time before our bus came.
Bought a dri-fit tee and bought hazel's one too.
Said by to arnold and Najeera again, cause they reached punggol before we left.
and we headed on the bus and back to school about 2 pm.

one of my best memories, i miss OBS. But i wouldn't go for it again. lol.

I miss talking to arnold alot, cause i got used to seeing him everyday. I realized i can talk to him alot. Think we got even closer. =)
AS FRIENDS OF COURSE. heehee.

There, that was my journey that past 5 days.
I enjoyed it, really good experience.
I miss it.

Thanks for reading if you did.

Shona~

We'll see

TRUST AND OBEY

2009-11-08T19:48:00.000-08:00

HI!

I'M OFF TO OBS TOMORROW TILL FRIDAY!

I'M SO THRILLED ABOUT GOING FOR HIGH ELEMENTS, IT'S GONNA BE SO DAM FUN! JUST WHACK THE OBSTACLE UPSIDE DOWN, INSIDE OUT!
Btw, the above wasn't my phrase.
Copyrighted from... ______ =)

HAVE FUN DURING TRAINING CANOEISTS!
TRAIN HARD.

See you other sec 3's during the camp! =)

Only thing about obs is that, my 'monthly surprise may come'.
Hoping and praying like mad it doesn't.
Please dont come till after obs.
Please.

Oh, and i learned in church today, follow God's will. Don't go against it, and be patient.
God has a plan for me and i need to be patient and follow it willingly.
"I will instruct thee and teach thee with mine eye in the way which thou shalt go, I will guide thee with mine eye" -Pslams 32:8
"He hath made EVERYTHING beautiful in his time" -Ecclesiastes 3:11a
"Wherefore be ye not unwise, but understanding what the will of the Lord is" -Ephesians 5:17

Those were my memory verses today. So i just typed that all out by memory! =) I'm proud of myself. Except for the Ecclesiastes one, the actual one is MUCH longer, i just shortened it cause that's the part i must focus on.
But i memorized the whole thing! =)

We learnt about relationships.
And I know HE has planned something for me, and HE'LL guide me in HIS time.
I just have to wait and see what HE wants me to do, and where to go.
Trust and Obey. =)

Sorry for being so religious, no offence to anyone.
I just really felt motivated and encouraged today.
Anyway it's MY blog, I can type whatever i want.

K, g'night. I have to pack!
=) Wish me luck!

Shona~

Guess you don't belong then...

BRIDGING NOT!

2009-11-06T21:00:00.000-08:00

heeeelo.

BRIDGING IS FINALLY OVER.

Well, for me it is! =)

Toobad it's extended, i'll be at OBS!
But i'm gonna miss alot, especially physics, cause im missing out on 6 periods. Yes.
There's one period of english, one period of MT, one period of Bio, one period of chem, and SIX periods of physics the whole week.
But it's ok, it's all practicals so it wouldn't be so boring.

Oh, and monday, we have one period of bio replacing physics.

AND IM GONNA MISS BIO SPA SKILL PRACTICAL!!!!
Dammit.
But mrs quek is nice enough to do the less important practicals next week, so we wouldn't miss out too much.

Oh, and i heard during obs, there'll be students from other school going, and arnold's going to the same one as me!!!!
But i heard i won't be able to get to talk to him cause apparently, according to my sources (a.k.a Hazel and Edwin), I'll be going for the leadership one, not the survival one, so we only mix with BGSS students.
Well i hope not,I'd love to interact with arnold there. =)

ANDAND, next week is vulnerable for me to get me MONTHLY SURPRISE. I'm hoping and praying like mad that it doesn't come till i come back.

ACtually im hoping it'll come within the span that im at home. Which is after OBS, before sec 3 camp. Which is, between 13th to 18th. Ugh.....

In OBS there's gonna be like 10 hour long canoeing, and if i get it really heavy, im doomed for. And we dont get regular toilet breaks, or dont get to go when we want to, only when they give us allocated timings.
I'm praying.

Ok, that's all for now, i have FLC IT training tomorrow. =)

AND I JUST WACTHED THE B.E.P BIGGEST FLASHMOB DANCE IN HISTORY, I LOVE THEM AND I GET GOOSEBUMPS WHENEVER I WATCH IT.

"IT WAS THE COOLEST THING EVER!" AS quoted by Oprah, they performed on her show, go and search for it, and watch it!

See you then,

I need the gym!

Shona~

So what's left?

HALLOWEEN

2009-11-01T22:40:00.000-08:00

HELLO.

Imma post about saturday aiite?

Firstly, in the morning, had piano and lindsay and shuwei came voer to finish whatever preparations they could before that night's party. Shuwei was an hour late, lindsay was 1 hour and 2o mins late. How i'm able to withstand that? I have to.

Yea, finished most of the deco, and then lindsay and i had to leave for LOVEBOUND ENCOUNTER. Another charity project by FLC.
So we spent the whole afternoon till about 5:30 pm setting up rooms and guiding people to different rooms respectively.

Attended the magic show, pretty awesome, magician was pretty cute, NOT HOT according to some OTHER PEOPLE, like yasmin. ;)

Yea then lindsay and I had the privilege of taking care of the kids. They watched a movie and did a questionaire about the show to gain points for their team.
The questions were actually pretty hard cause they used quite advanced words for primary school kids.
And then some colouring!
=)

K then prize giving and stuff, and lindsay and i had to rush off.

I delayed the meeting time for THE GUESTS from 6:30pm to 7, and that bought us some time to prepare.

Got home and changed.

I was a GYPSY!!!!
Lindsay was a PIRATE!!!
Had fun dressing up and stuff. Lots of accessories, here are the pictures:

My brother carved the pumpkin! COOL RIGHT
? I think that's the coolest part.

Some decorations we did around the house! =)

Gypsy, Pirate, Vampire, Hunter(L4D), killer.

The most beautiful girl at the party.

LOVE THESE SHOTS! =) (Left: After trick or treating, Right: Before going home)

There's SO MUCH MORE on my facebook album! Go check it out!

Thanks guys, for coming, and bringing the food, and being sporting.

Thanks especially to weesheng and shawn for helping to clean up after.

HUGEST thanks to lindsay and shuwei for helping me make this party possible.

Best halloween so far. (Though it is the first)

Don't think we'll have one next year unless the O's are sooner. =(

That's all, i loved it.

Hope you guys did too!

Shona~

BUTTER AND PEANUTS

2009-10-25T21:16:00.000-07:00

Hello.

Didn't expect to be updating soon, but, oh well.
Whatever.

Just came back from East Coast with family (minus Shaman, he's still in confinement). WE cycled there! =)
Subway for dinner, and while i was having dinner, you know the small race track next to teh subway? I was just watching the people. THen i noticed this eprson carrying a neon pink car, and i was pretty fascinated, next to another guy with a gold car.

Then i was looking at the people controloling the cars, and i THOUGHT i saw Razy.
So i like, stared, cause i could only see the side view of him. THen he came to the mini tent next to subway, where all of the 'drivers' 'rest'. Then i saw him, and guess what, HE was the owner of the neon pink car. lol.

Yea, so after dinner, just chatted abit, and left.

Cycling's fun. Subway's healthy. Subway's cookies are AWESOME.
PEANUT BUTTER TO THE MAX!

Ok, well, tomorrow's back to school, means getting more RESULTS back. =(
Just whack ah, the only other thing im prepared to fail is a maths. Other than that,i better not fail anything else.
Thank God i passed english cause i didnt manage to finish my dam compo.
The remark at the end of my compo was: "And abrupt ending"
Well of course it was, i was rushing like mad. You could barely read my handwriting.
Whatever.

Ok, good luck to all the people taking O levels tomorrow onwards. I texted mahdi today to wish him and he said he was gonna text me good luck for MY exams but realized i would've finished already. Well it's the thought that counts! ;)

Ok, that's all for now. I have so much this holidays.
I want to meet up with 6G.
I know yunling doesn't.

Goodnight, i have to prepare SO MUCH for saturday!!!

Shona~

That gives me hope

THE RETURN

2009-10-23T20:29:00.000-07:00

HELLO.

OMG, EXAMS ARE OVER.

I FAILED CHEM AND PHYSICS SO FAR.

BUT ALL I CAN FREAKIN' THINK ABOUT IS THAT EXAMS ARE OVER, WHO GIVES A DAMN?

AND HALLOWEEN IS COMING GUYS!!!!!

I'LL BE ON FACEBOOK MORE THAN THIS, YOU DONT NEED TO COME HERE REGULARLY. NOT THAT MANY POEPLE COME ANYWAY.

I'M SO BOOKED THIS COMING HOLIDAYS.

SO PLEASE BRING ME OUT. =)

THAT'S ALL I WANNA SAY BECAUSE IT'S ALL I CAN THINK ABOUT.

-gypsy? or something scary?

Shona~

SO AMAZING

2009-10-02T21:17:00.000-07:00

Hi.

I don't wanna say much, honestly, this time.

The stress im feeling, no, WE'RE feeling is amazing. Knowing that there's so dam much to study. And that there's so little time. And yet, we're so frustrated, that we dont give a dam anymore. And it's the end year's, the most important exam.
What the hell am i supposed to do now?

Really can't wait till it's over.
REALLY.

Oh and, saw class caning for the first time today, not our class though. Shan't elborate, excpet that it was loud. Yes, loud. Ouch.

K, bye, off to explore the com, sleep and regret the time i've wasted tomorrow.

And i've made halloween flyers for my street!!! =)

Shona~

BEFORE IT STARTS

2009-09-18T21:42:00.000-07:00

Hey.

The weekend's finally here.
But that means, when school starts next tuesday, there's no more CCA, and i'm sure there's goona be alot of extra lessons and staying back in school.
Ugh.

Well, yesterday was pretty enjoyable, while it lasted.
First of all, physics ended early. A once in a lifetime miracle.
Then went out with Shuwei, Arshad and Fouzan because arshad and i needed to get......STUFF.
No one else besides the four of us needs to know what we got. Because it's a secret, THAT NOBODY CAN EVER KNOW. =)
Then at night we celebrated shankar's birthday with and ice cream cake from sweonsons!!! YUM, I LOVE ICE CREAM CAKE.
(in fact, i'll get myself a bowl after i post this)

Yea, yesterday was nice.

And today, was training.
WE almost didnt train cause it rained, so we played games + trained at the resevoir and managed to get into the water after an hour.
And Jieyi and I took our old boat and didnt cap, but we had to try the stingray boat, and we capped. Oh well, hazel's the only one that didn't. And i mean ONLY ONE. That means everyone else did, including the sec ones.
Haha.

Ok, till here, i;m too tired to share more. Not like you guys wanna read more anyway.

I won't be updating much because exams are coming and i wotn be using the com much. So for those of you who actually bother to read my posts, you dont have to check anymore than once a week.

Yep, i told myself i'll study chem over the weekends.
AND I FOUND OUT that im a visual learner. =)\

K, fuzion ball tomorrow.
It's just tennis on a badminton court.

And monday, celebrate Alex's birthday. Free food at a restaurant!!! =)

Goodnight, i'll get my ice cream cake now.

Shona~

3E1 TEACHER'S DAY DINNER 09

2009-09-11T21:52:00.000-07:00

Hello!

It's unfortunately, the end of the week.
OR, the end of the school holidays.

THAT'S SAD.

I didn't do much.
The ONLY time i went out was yesterday's dinner with 3E1. How sad is that? THE WHOLE HOLIDAYS, that's the only time i went out. Other than that, it's been school.

Yup, means whenever i had free time, i spent it at home spoiling my eyes on the com or tv, or growing fat by continuous snacking.
With the occasional canoeing trainings on wednesday and...well, just now.

Sucky holidays huh?
I didnt do much homework either.
Anyhow coloured my geog cartoon today.
Did only 1 out of 3 maths practice papers.
Haven't finished english.
Did not study one bit. (That's what i enjoyed)

Yea, i don't study during holidays. Don't, can't and won't.

Alright, i'll just update about yesterday cause it was the highlight of the week.

It started off with me, shuwei and raudhah planning to go play left4dead together. Then the group grew. In the end, the whole group who was at Simpang Bedok Lan was:
Me, Shuwei, Raudhah, Liping, Aloysius, Fouzan, Syarif, Henderson, Yong Soon and Godwin.
We were damn noisy i could tell. Screaming and cheering the whole way.
All good fun.

K here are SOME of the pictures. There's more on facebook, GO SEE. =)

The card they did for mrs choo.

Love this shot. =)

At expo after dinner, wanted to do something like play, but everyone was dead tired and moody. haha. Pretty funny actually.

I called us the 'SMART 5' cause we were smart enough to go home when it was getting late, while the others sat there for extra 5 minutes deciding whether to eat or not, in the end did not eat, and they missed the train. 5 of us got on the train and the doors closed just before teh OTHER group could make it. No offence but, HAHA. we were laughing at them. lol...

Yup, that was it.
At least we spent some bonding time. and i really enjoyed it. Many thanks to Sheril for taking the time to organize everything and settling everything.
Let's do it again, DIFFERENT EVENT of course. =)

Ok, i'll be off now, as i said, GO VIEW MY FACEBOOK ALBUM, MORE PHOTOS. =)

Oh, and there's missionaries staying at my house till monday. cool.

Goodnight!
See you when school reopens.
Blueh~

Shona~

IF ONLY.

Before the holidays

2009-09-04T21:43:00.000-07:00

Hello hello.
I meant to update on tuesday, but i was abit lazy.

Just to recap,
TEacher's day performance on monday was awesome. Actually the modern dance was awesome. Haven't seen them dance since... brilliante? (that the spelling? haha~)
Mr wong made it clear that he liked it. haha

Shuwei and i gave the cupcakes we made to the teachers. And mrs koh didnt take it till wednesday. hope it didn't spoil. It'll be a pity to waste the lemon cupcakes. mmmm...

Tuesday was a total slack day.
Meant to go on a picnic with shuwei and yunling, but it rained, so we just lazed around at my house, brought some picnic food though. And we just sat around, used the computer to explore most of the time. From afternoon till evening. No exaggeration. haha.
Yup, so....
i didnt do any homework over that long weekend.

Wednesday was the first day of sports fiesta. Training cancelled so i stayed to watch my class.
Had soccer and basketball.
Won ALL the soccer matches and unforutnately, lost the basketball ones.
But I believe that the "3E1 huat!" i drew on Aloysius' hand made them win. HAHA.
Yea, his idea of the phrase, and my handwriting to produce it. lol.

After that there was almost a fight between our class guys and 3T1 guys, damn scary man. But i don't wish to elaborate cause, thank god, nothing serious happened.
I just think it's really stupid to fight.

Thursday was awesome. AFTER SCHOOL of course.
Second and last day of sports fiesta.
Floorball and frisbee, to which we lost both.
I played for floorball. And the worst part is, the first to matches to determine whether we could go to the semi's, we played against the to eventual finalists.
We lost to 3E5 because nobody was at the goal. ( Score: 0-1)
WE lost to 3N1 from the penalty shootout. WE actually got to go first, so we had advantage.
5 players so:
Player 1 tried, missed. Opponent player 1 tried, missed.
Player 2 tried, missed. Opponent player 2 tried, missed.
Player 3 tried, missed. Opponent player 3 tried, missed.
Player 4 tried, missed. Opponent player 4 tried, missed.
Player 5 tried, missed. Opponent player 5 tried, IN. (Score: 0-1)

So actually we're good, cause those two classes went into the finals. And we could ahve drew or won if those unlucky things didn't happen. OH WELL.
Then i rushed to frisbee to see if i could play, only to hear that they were out too.
So our class played frisbee togther, including mrs choo. HAHA.

OH, and poor arshad, the sole of his shoe came out, and he totally scraped the skin off the top part of his foot. The under side, Don't know what that part is called. And i know that kind of pain. It stings like mad. Got him ice and he just sat in the field while we played.
Poor poor thing. =)

Anyway, we had super fun playing frisbee. When my group had the frisbee to start, we decided to do silly formations before we threw the frisbee. It was damn funny. THe other group did that "many arms person" thingy, all moving their arms at different levels. Hilarious. =)

After that watched the teeachers and winnign class, 3E5, play floorball. Then we made our classs sound "whooooooooo" like, half the class did it at the parade square, dam loud, and the teachers playing even looked to see whatw as going on. haha. And we went at different pitches so it sounded like a choir.

Then mrs choo suggested we take a class photo, so afetr she played with the teachers, we took photos at the fitness corner.
And we also made a human mattress by spreading out our arms and Syarif ran and jumped onto us. Super ultra funny man... haha.

Yea then after that we all headed home.

Today was alright. Did spring cleaning of ther classroom.
Then had canoeing, k4 again!!! LINDSAY COME FOR TRAINING PLEASE.
And we capsized... haha.
And Yi ting, Ira, Saffa and Jiaying came to kayak too!!
And coach was saying:"This is how depleted our team is, last time, you all take turns to use boats, now graduated senoirs come back, and we have more than enough boats for them to use.
Dammit man, i toally remember in sec 1, we had to wait for our turn to use boats cause there was't enough. No look what it has become. =(

Anyway, that's pretty much it for the week.
And guess what, i have something planned already on everyday of the holiday except weekends.
Monday: Physics remedial
Tuesday: Council meeting
Wednesday: Physics remedial, canoeing
Thursday: Teacher's day dinner(i'm not the teacher, it's for mrs choo..lol)
Friday:Training, tuition.

Good and bad i guess. But what to do, according to msm tay and teachers in our school:
"The holidays are for you to study and revise what you have learnt to prepare yourselves for the coming end of year papers."
Yup, that's apparently what holidays are for.

Whatever.
Oh, and Jieyi discovered a part of my NEW(finally) phone i didn't know existed.
Yes, my PHONE, not the APPLICATIONS of my phone. The phone itself.
HAHA.

K, till here.
Goodnight.
My body aches.

Shona~

Give me hope

SLEEPY

2009-08-28T22:18:00.000-07:00

Hello and good... night?

Yup. Finally updating after what...a week? or more?
Ahh..not like anybody comes here anyway, they've all given up reading my posts.
This is just for me then.

I'm so happy it's a friday. Means there's saturday tomorrow!!! The only day of the week that i can sleep till 11 plus. =)
Starting to sleep alot in school now, think i have lack of sleep. So I'll catch up on that tomorrow.

Yup, sleeping in school, CAn't help it, and it sucks cause i dont pay attention. And i sleep during the most boring lessons, MATHS, BOTH MATHS, and they're really important subjects. Cause the topics just advance, and if i dont know the basics, im gonna suffer.
Yea it's a penance.
PENANCE= the action of willingly making oneself suffer.
I willingly sleep so that results in suffering.
(I learnt that for English vocab test!)

OH, but nobody can beat the queen of sleeping, SHUWEI.
she sleeps in like every lesson except physics and english man.
Today Mr tan caught her. HAHA.
No offence shuwei.

Other than school, training has been really good.

Did k4 today. From front rower to back: Me, Hazel, Natalie, Jieyi.

May partner's all the way at the back now...haha.

But we were really good! WE didn't cap at ALL!!! That's exetremely good considering that Hazel hasn't tried it before and this is the first time it's this group of four.

Poor lindsay, she was so jealous. You'll get your chance im sure!! =)

My back hurts now. But my muscles are growing back! OH AND MOST IMPORTANT. I found out how to paddle properly. After seeing SOMEONE do it, i learnt myself!! And it actually is easier than what i was doing initially. I can keep my elbows straight...YAY!!!! Fels dam good to paddle properly.

Well, monday no training!!! =) Half day in school somemore. PERFECT. Celebrate teacher's day!!! Shuwei and i know what we wanna do for some teachers!!! =) Can't wait for the concert. Wanted to watch the rehearsal just now then started late and they kept rehearsing the finale... so i didnt watch any of the performances. I just watched a bunch of people walking into the hall, 3 TIMES.

Then tuition. Tuition spoils everything.

Okok, i'll end here.

Can somebody buy me doughnuts please??? Cravings... They are my instant happiness pills.

Shona~

Is what i see true?

BYE ANDREW

2009-08-16T21:20:00.000-07:00

Harlo.

Surprised i'm updating within a span of less than 4 days?

I am too. =)

Want to say what happened at the street party yesterday

IT was our 10th annual street party!! yay!!

And i felt it was the best one ever.

Know why?

Cau we played with flour and water. YES. Half our street was coated in flour, cause we stole flour from the games we had earlier, and we were all white. And THEN we played water bombs. We were practically walking cakes. HAHA.

Omg it was DAMN fun. Food was good, music was good, BEING HUMAN CAKES WAS GOOD.

But, of course, we cleaned the street after that. Yes i know, we're so responsible. HEY, the KIDS cleaned up okay, not the adults. Haha, but had fun cleaning cause we used the bucktes of water to drench everybody. We were entirely wet when it all ended.

And after we were done, shankar and shafi filled a bucket with water, put a tray of ice into it so ti was dam cold, held the bucket between them with both hands, AND STARTED JUMPING AROUND. So they were getting wet as they jumped, WITH ICE COLD WATER. It was dam funny cause they were topless and they were shivering after that.

So yea, best street party EVER.

I'm gonna send out fliers to the street to announce to everybody that i want to celebrate halloween. Cool right? I've already got children supporters who agree with me.

I can start the ball rolling and who knows? Amybe becuase of me, the whole singapore will start to celebrate.

I've been wanting to celebrate for so long, finally i get the chance.

Gonna invite some of you guys(yes shuwei, i'll invite you) to come to my street when we celebrate. Adn it's perfect for this year cause 31st October is a saturday. So i dont have to worry about the kids having school the next day.

PERFECT. I can't wait.

Can't wait for next year's street party. Let's do a dance. My bro and i danced to soulja boy later that night cause it was playing over the loudspeakers. Yea, i know the dance, THE ACTUAL DANCE. I can teach you. =)

But may be shy when you ask me to..haha

Also came to update pictures on Andrew's send off.

We woke up at like 6:15 this morning to go sned him off at T3.

Yea, tired like siao.

Had breakfast at YA KUN KAYA TOAST.

MMmmmmm....

Hee hee...

Yea and took some pictures, just a few, but finally i took some. Felt so irritated when i didnt bring it to night safari.

Well yea, here you go.

Tired to the max. My bro sleeping on the way there..See how dark it still was?

HAHA. quite disgusting actually....

He ASKED his picture to be taken that way. haha.

Yea, my handsome ANG MOH COUSIN.

He looks better when he shaves. lol...

YA KUN!!! =)
Cheryl's next to him, sorry it's not a clear shot.

BTW, he's FIT, not FAT. =)

Bye bye Andrew, we'll miss you alot. And all the stupid things we did together. Can't wait till you come back for Christmas/CNY.

Yup, so that was this morning.

In church i was damn sleepy man...

And i had to play piano!! Which i messed up the intro of the FIRST song. Oh well...

Sheena's last sunday. She's leaving for ITALY to study for like, a year or two. Coming back for christmas!! She's my cousin, fyi.

Ok, up till here. School tomorrow. What a dread. Untill 4 somemore, then still have training.

OH. Shuwei, thanks so much for doing all the editing for our video, so glad it's finally done. You guys should see our bloopers. Laugh till you drop.

I'm out.

Shona~

SAFARI GIRL

2009-08-14T22:10:00.000-07:00

Hi.

Damn, wanted to update on sunday.
ohwell.

Anyway, the best day this week was yesterday.
Cause i went to NIGHT SAFARI with andrew and cheryl and my family!!!(except my dad)
It was so damn fun cause it was with andrew and i haven't been there for how many years man.

We went for the 'creatures of the night' show, which cheryl use to work with, and she lead us to the seat which had the snake under it.
Yes, a snake.
Halfway during the show the keepers CLAIMED they lost an animal and there were three boxes under the floor, around the ampitheatre. So cheryl knew where they put the snake, and of course, she was right, and when they opened the box, IT WAS THERE. AND I WAS NEXT TO THE BOX
I took four keepers to carry it. And they asked for a volunteer to carry it. ONE PERSON to carry a snake which needed FOUR PEOPLE to carry it.
Really funny....AND SCARY.

But it was pretty short.
But I got to see an actual wolf howl!
And i had a giant snake about 5cm(not exaggerating) from me.
And lots of foreigners = hot guys. =)

Yea and we walked around alot, saw ALOT of cool animals.
Like the hyena, and FLYING FOX!!!(WHICH I GOT TO SEE ACTUALLY GLIDING, AND WHEN IT GLIDES, THERE IS A STRONG WIND), fruit bats, otters and alot more.
Oh, and i founf out, im an otter whisperer. Seriously, they answered whenever i squealed at that. EVERY SINGLE TIME WITHOUT FAIL. =)

But the bestest part was when we hid behind the bushes when a tram passed by, and made sounds like :"WEH WEH WEH!!!" And we saw the poeple on the tram change the direction of their heads towards us. IT WAS DAMN FUNNY. WE sounded like hyenas and we just hid behind the bushes. Laugh like mad sia. WE kept making the sounds when we were walking along the paths too. Ask me for the sound, i'll gladly produce it. It's an irritating alarm-like sound.
Yea, and we kept tripping each other for fun while walking too.
I love time with andrew, he's fun.
Dam sad we forgot to bring the camera, so had to make do with my phone, cause it was the best amongst all we had, and considering it was night time, it's dam blur, maybe i'll upload soon. probably on Facebook.

Yea, so that was probably the last time we get to go out before he goes back to new zealand on sunday morning. My family is going to send him off of course! Maybe i'll bring a camera, i've been wanting to take pictures with him to show.... anybody i guess.

Yup, so, that was fun. Night safari is really good. Love the animals. =)

Yea so that was what pretty much made up my week.
Besides training starting again. So tiring sia.... Back/neck hurt like mad.
But i need the excercise.

Didn't go for training today, cause needed to finish project/filming. With mrs choo's permission of course. =)
And we finished filming!!! yay!!!
But halfway through, it started raining and we his under the trees for awhile, but it got heavier, so we ran like mad people to the shophouses, then it stopped after like, 5 minutes. So we managed to finish the rest of it.

omg, you should watch our bloopers. Syarif the superstar, singing his heart out with the camera. His face like monkey, big eyes, and passionate heart.
Just watch our bloopers. We laughed till out stomach hurt, no kidding.

So we're gonna go over to Shuwei's on sunday to edit everything. Hope it turns out how i imagined it to be.
Good job guys, we did really well today. =)

Ok, i have not much to say left.

Street party tomorrow!!! =)

Shona~

I'm trying not to damage it.

MC

2009-08-05T21:07:00.000-07:00

Ello ello.

Wow. I'm on the computer in the middle of the week!!
And i'm blogging!
AMAZING.

Well yea, i've nothing to do actually.
Have been on MC since yesterday. I've been coughing with alot of phlegm and running nose since last thursday.
Saw the doctor(finally) on monday night and he gave me excuse from physical activities, but no MC. But i decided i didnt feel up to going to school, so my mum said i can stay home.
Another reason was because i hadn't finished copying the physics table.
Dammit aloysius you wasted my whole dam night.
Took like almost 2 hours just to do 4. (we had to do 5)

ANYWAY.
So tuesday morning shuwei texted me to say they had until 3pm to hand up the tables. So actually, i had nothing to worry about. But how was i supposed to know? Who would DARE take the chance to hand in work late to MRS QUEK???
Apparently, aloysius would.

My mum went to just get an MC for tuesday, but he gave 2 days, which means tuesday and wednesday i need not go to school!
Dam alot of time to kill at home man. Caught up on some much needed sleep and actually did studying and finish homework.
Watched dam alot of TV.
And practiced alot of piano.

I'm so dead for piano, i thought i had 2 weeks to practice, but i only had 1. Now must get 5 songs perfect before sunday.

Today also same thing lah.
Except that i played burnout revenge(which my bros recently got for only $15 at a flea market, FOR AN XBOX360 GAME) with shaman. Really fun.
MY type of car game.
You get points for crashing.
Not winning the race.(which i ultimately suck at)

Yea so, time well spent?? HAHA.

Back to school tomorrow.
I heard the A maths test and Geog test wasn't difficult.
It better not be.
Hope mr lim doesn't change the questions.

At least i spent some time studying.
NOT LIKE ARSHAD whom i texted, to ask him stuff, and he said he spent his MC days SLEEPING LIKE A LAZY PIG.
SLEEP AT HOME, COME SCHOOL FOR CCA. GREAT LIFE HUH?
Arshad you lazy ass, and you can still be so dam smart, it's not fair.

Anyway, tomorrow he's comin back to school, like me! =)

Oh, we better start filming for the SS/EL project thingy. 2 weeks left only!! And we're supposed to FINISH filming 1 week before so the last week was for editing!! Hope it all works out.

I've got nothing much more to say, better study for physics, cause she moved the test from friday to TOMORROW.

Shona~

SICKENED

2009-07-31T21:51:00.000-07:00

Ello.

Oh gosh. this week has passed already. I rememeber asking raudhah on monday during recess:
"What's the day today? Monday right? Good, still the beginning of the week."

And now it's ended.
Time, please slow down.

Not much excitement this week. So, shouldn't the time pass slower?

Oh, but today was a good highlight.

We did the sec 4 presentation thing today. WE booked the second floor of the library to use. And 4E1 was inside the whole time. But, we, ACCORDING THE THE RIDICULOUSNESS OF MDM TAY, could only enter if we REALLY needed to.

Firstly, the deco group gave them their hearts with sweets inside. Some of us didnt even know the person, so had to ask around. haha. Then straight away must leave, cause cannot contain two classes in one room.
So it was like:
Us: "Here you go!"(Giving the heart)
Them:"Thank you!"
Us: "Ok, bye bye."
Pathetic, and it seems like we have no heart and no sincerity. Just give and leave.

Then the performing group acted, and the rest of us stood outside the room watching, like homeless desperatos asking for sympathy.
Anyway, the acting was REALLY good. Syarif made them laugh like mad. And lindsay and yongsoon were really good too. REALLY.
Big applause for those who acted. =)
WEll done, they liked it.

THen after that we presented them with the board with their cards on it.
Immediate reaction from 4E1 with no hesitation: "WHOA!!!!!!!!!"
So, that was a great feeling, cause we put lots of effort into it, THEY BETTER LIKE IT. haha
But im sure they did, judging from their reaction. And the cards weer really nice, done mostly by jieyi. Beautiful, really. Go see 4E1's classroom, i think they would've put it up.

And then their monitr and chairman gave a speech, which was supposedly: "from the bottom of our hearts", but he was reading it from a paper. haha. it's ok, im just really glad they like what we did for them.
I don't mean to boast, but i doubt any other class did as much as we did.

But yea, i enjoyed it on the whole. 4E1 gave us lollipops too!!! heehee.
Yea and hakim tried to give me one to erase his punishment, but no, i already had one, so im guessing he still owes me. =)
Really good job guys, and also thanks to 4E1 for liking it, that was the best part.

UNFORTUNATELY, it wasn't as good cause we couldn't really watch the play and couldn't stay in the same room ALTHOUGH NEXT WEEK WE'RE GONNA START ASSEMBLY.
What's the problem seriously?
But at least we didnt go to the extent where we had to video tape the play and show it to them on video, that would've just been stupid.

So today was a good day. =)
Sorry yunling and shuwei for backing out the last minute, i was really tired and i think my sickness is getting worse. I really needed to rest and i dont wanna spread it to you guys.
Yup, im sick. Have a cough and phlegm and running nose. Hope it's nothing serious. But no fever. And oh yea, 10 poeple never come to school from my class today. haha.

Take care:
Jieyi
Arshad
Shawn
Melissa
Bi Xuan
Sheril
Fouzan
Jiahui

Others not sure if they're sick.

Tomorrow have dinner at aunty shobana's house!!! WITH SHEELA!!! haven't seen her since america. =)

I can't think of anything to write anymore.

EXCEPT. monday have breakfast for interaction time!!! MACDONALDS!!! AND MRS CHOO SAID SHE'LL "SETTLE" MY HASHBROWN!!!! YAY!!! LOVE HASHBROWN!!!

Goodnight, i need to rest, although i jsut took a 3 hour nap to recover just now. Not recovering yet though.
I want to lose my voice. Yes that's right, I WANT TO. Cause it's funny, and i dont wanna answer questions in school and sabo the whole class to copy physics table again. (TWICE)

Goodnight again, please don't get sick everybody. It sucks. Unless of course, you lose your voice, then it's a different story, cause it's funny. haha

Shona~

ROCK HANDS

2009-07-24T21:14:00.000-07:00

HiHo.

That's also a physice formula.
Hi/Ho = magnification. That's great, i will DEFINITELY use it in the future.

Well, the past week, was......a bore.
And it passed really quickly. It's already over. Too fast.
Too fast.

But the highlight of the week was that i managed to go rock climbing!!!
With Andrew(for those who would like to know, my cousin who just came back from NZ), his girlfriend(Cheryl), girlfriends niece, my other cousin and two brothers.

Went to orchard central, the biggest indoor climbing wall in SEA. (4 storeys)
But we ddi this thing called via ferrata...not sure of the speeling, it was like a metal ladder thingy, and you have to hook yourself the whole way up, so your life is practically in your hands. I was actually sweating by the time i reached the top.
The boys took 20 mins when they gave us 2 hours, so they used the remaining time for rock climbing. WE took quite awhile cause Cheryl's niece, Annabelle, was pretty scared and couldn't reach some of the rungs.

But when we were done, we did rock xlimbing too, and it was dam tiring. But dam fun. I was actually shaking from the tiredness and from how scared i was. I'm not scared of heights, but when you're up there, you get scared.

Anyway, my hands are hurting now. I can't clap, nor scrub my hands to hard. So irritating, the bone hurts. From holding on to the metal rungs.

Anway finished around 11 plus AT NIGHT. Had mini supper at macs and then headed home. Thats why i was so dam tired in school today from lack of sleep.
But i always enjoy time with Andrew, he's a really fun guy.

Having lunch with them again next sunday.

And this sunday, meeting up for group project for the SS/English thing. I'm really excited about that cause i can't to see Syarif acting. And YL's probably gonna help with filming,thanks for that.

I'm glad it's the weekend. Catch up on sleep.

And homework. =(

Let's try to enjoy for now.

Shona~

THE TOM

2009-07-17T22:01:00.000-07:00

HELLO.

Man, i should really start posting more often.

School's been a dread. I have nothing much more to say.

So many tests are coming out. Dammit, still half in the holiday mood.

And i definitely am happy that there's no morning assemblies, so i dont have to go down.
And i like taking temperatures, especially in the midday, cause it wastes time.
And i also like that the back gate is closed. Cause i enjoy the long walks to school, listening to my mp3.

OH yea, and unfortunately, one day(past tuesday), i was walking to school with arshad. And mr azahar happened to be the teacher at the front gate. And im sure you can guess what he thought.
And UNFORTUNATELY, we had SS the same day. And he had to announce it to the whole class that 'Arshad has officially changed girlfriend'.
Gosh....

ANYWAY, today the rest had MT oral. I waited in the canteen for shuwei and YL. Good girl, doing homework in the canteen all by herself. It's ok, i actually enjoy cause i get to listen to music with no interruptions.

I dont feel like typing much anymore.

OH BUT, i realized that i really like Tom Cruise. After watching Rain Man. (Or part of it). ACtually I've liked him for quite awhile, but forgot how much i did till i saw Rain Man.

YES. Katie Holmes is so lucky to have him.

Toobad he doesn't have very nice pictures of him. So hard to find.

But he's cute. No, hot. =)

CCA is going to start, no more free time. My muscles have turned to fat. Help me.

My brain is starting to get stressed, because there are tests coming up. Help me.

My vision is sometimes blur, cause i think i use too much com and TV. Help me.

I need chocolate.

Shona~

Maybe there's still hope.

ALL WE ARE

2009-07-05T22:22:00.000-07:00

All we are

I tried to paint you a picture

The colors were all wrong

Black and white didn't fit you

And all along

You were shaded with patience

And strokes of everything

That I need just to make it

And I believe that

I could tear you apart

But it won't break

Anything that you are, you are

We won't say our goodbyes, you know it's better that way

We won't break, we won't die

It's just a moment of change

All we are, all we are, is everything that's right

All we need, all we need, our love is at a bind

I walked a minute in your shoes

They never would've fit

I figured there's nothing to lose

I need to get some perspective on these words

Before I write them down

You're an island and my ship is running ground

I could tear your apart

But it won't break

Anything that we are, we are

We won't say our goodbyes, you know its better that way

We won't break, we won't die

It's just a moment of change

All we are, all we are, is everything that's right

All we need all we need, our love is at a bind

Every single day that I can breathe

You changed my philosophy

I'm never gonna let you pass me by

So don't say your goodbyes
You know its better that way
We won't break, we won't die
It's just a moment of change

So don't say your goodbyes

You know its better that way

We won't break, we won't die

It's just a moment of change

All we are, all we are, is everything that's right

All we need, all we need, our love is at a bind

One Republic

I want to change my blog song to either this, or Dreaming out loud BUT

I can't find dreaming out loud on imeem, and blogger wont let me change the song.

Somebody, help.

SERIOUSLY

2009-07-05T21:53:00.000-07:00

Mmm. Hello.

OH. I haven't blogged for dam long.

Mann... I dont wanna type it out. Nothing exciting has happened anyway. Oh, but i do wish to write about the past friday.

Sorry about the lateness. But, I can't get myself to blog on the day that anything happens.

ANYWAY, last friday was be yourself day.
Class theme: BLACK AND WHITE.
No offence, but how boring and common is that? I mean seriously, there were other classes who has the same theme. I jsut wore a black shirt, jeans and necklace. With shoes that didn't match the outfit.
We actually picked retro, but everybody was like:
"What's retro?"
"What to wear for retro?"
"Don't want lah..."
"Can wear black?"

And many other stupid questions. No offence to anybody, but seriously, we already told you guys that it's just being bright and hip. I mean, seriously, for one day of the year, on the shortest school day of the week, the whole class is doing it, and you don't wanna do it. What the hell is wrong with you people? I know i should'nt get upset by this small matter, and it's over already, but I want to say it out.
I mean, there were so many good ideas initially. Like the nerds, masks and the coolest ever: INVERTED CLOTHING. I mean, if we ALL did that, nobody would laugh at you, nobody would think you look stupid because there's a whole bunch of us looking the same. And it's for like what, HALF A DAY?!?! I'm so frustrated with people who don't want to participate just because the THINK they look stupid.
You're so cautious about yourself, you don't realise that nobody is gonna stare at you, because on the whole, the entire class will be doing it too!
Nobody will think you stand out cause of how stupid you look, cuase theres another 39 people who look the same!
Nobody is gonna laugh and point and gossip about your looks, cause then, they'll have to gossip and laugh and point at another 39 people!!!
But of course, there'll always be poeple who aren't sporting and can't have a bit of silly fun in their lives. Just for 6 hours of the year.

Whatever.

I dont' wanna talk about it cause I can't imagine next year. It's gonna be our last year, and i dont want this to happen again. Where's the fun in you guys? I dont wanna say: "Oh yea, I'm in 3E1, that's why we're no fun. We're all studious and only know how to study and have no fun in our lives."
Cause i really think we're not totally like that. Seriously, i am so irritated with the people who cant just...JUST DO IT FOR FUN. FOR FUN. JUST FOR FUN.
JUST LOOK SILLY TOGETHER AS A WHOLE CLASS, FOR HALF A DAY, FOR FUN.
We could do stupid silly things like:

Wear inverted clothes

Dress as terrorists(which i think i really wanna do, cause its dam funny)

Paint all our faces like Syarif did.
Wear masquerade masks.

BE DIFFERENT FROM THE REST.

Whatever, it's over.

Congratulations Syarif, because i think you looked great. Thanks to me and lindsay for our awesome artwork on your face, you got nominated for best individual. I hope you win. And I'm so glad we bought the face colouring stuff.
And fouzan, im so happy you wore the tie. haha. Though the polka-dotted one we saw would have been funnier. =)

Later that day, had the AYG thing. At the swissotel, together with lindsay and arshad and other sec 3's. Shawn supposed to come, but he didn't.
Anwyay, we had fun. Meeting all sorts of atheletes from around the world.
4 freakishly tall Iran basketball-playing guys surrounded me and i felt inferior. And felt really small. It was so funny, how they expressed themselves.
The Iran manager/coach/teacher/adult-in-charge wanted to take a picture of them at our Tajikistan booth, so we all walked out of the picture, but he told us to get in the picture, but then one of the Iran guys looked at us and said: NONONONO!!!
Haha, guess he didnt want us in the picture.

And only 2 Tajikistan atheletes were participating in the games, and they came to our booth!!! haha.
And we played the game from the next to us, where lindsay fell on her back. HAHA.

Great place to look out for guys cause their athletic and buff. Really buff.
Mmm, exactly what i would like my guy to be. Buff. haha...

Had dinner at macs with lindsay, arshad and Andy, this sec 2 guy. And arshad nearly fell from the raised platform. The leg of his chair was at the edge of the platform, and he didnt know, so he leaned back and almost fell, but grabbed the table to pull himself up.
Omg, i laughed till i cried.
It was dam funny to see him almost fall. HAHA ARSHAD. HAHA.

And we saw this cross dresser.
Tall guy, abit muscular on the legs, wearing a bright neon yellow tank, yes TANK TOP, with short black shorts, black shoes with shin-length black socks. Hair like Ms Ng, our ex-geog teacher. And big sunglasses.
Siao.

Yup, so i got a free doughnut after everything was over. yummy. doughnuts...

And Mr loh dropped me at my bus stop, cause it was on the way to where he was headed. I was in the same car as Yi Da and Shirlyn.
The others took the other car with Mdm Ng, cause she dropped them near school.

Well, it was a good experience, I learned more about Tajikistan. I'm glad i was chosen and went.
Bread is very sacred in their country.
Green tea is their national drink.
Don't step on people's feet.
And NEVER blow your nose in public. It is UNACCEPTABLE. =)

Good luck Tajikistan. Swimmer and athlete. I think.

I don't want to go back to school. School sucks.
Please government, make the schools close.

Yunling's coming over tomorrow. To do work. =)

And im so scraed my eyesight is going. I sometimes see things blurry.

And CCA is cancelled for this week. yay! more free time.

And by the way, i can't stand people who say, IN THEIR REAL LIFE CONVERSATIONS, OUT OF THEIR OWN MOUTH:
"LOL" (pronounced as: lawl, L-O-L, even worse, some pronounce it as lole)
"W.L" (It's walau.)
"Dots" (?!?!?!??!?!)
And the worst of them all, i feel like slapping the person's face,
"Dash dot dash"(Meant to say '-.-', as in: lame)

WTH ARE YOUR FREAKING PROBLEMS?!?!?
Seriously, it's gonna grow into a habit, and you're not gonna know how to talk properly next time. Ko is the ultimate culprit.
Please guys, seriously, get a life.

And I'm sorry to Ryan, that we haven't been able to go out, the whole bunch of us. We jsut really need to find a better date when all of us are free. Dont' be angry at us. Not our faults.

School is taking the fun away. Ugh, it's so irritating.
A maths teacher, please stay away from school. WE haven't seen you the whole of first week, don't wish to see you in the weeks to come. =)

I love Ne-Yo. And i like One Republic.
R.I.P MJ. Your dancing rocks to the max.

Shona~

Seriously, I can't stop laughing at how ridiculous it is.

Is it for real?

DAY 14

2009-06-12T20:18:00.000-07:00

Good evening.

Sorry I haven't posted for quite awhile. Cause i've been away.

First, have been away in malaysia from the past monday to wednesday for a church camp and then just came back from staying over at Saira's house last night. So yea, the whole week, i wasn't really on my bed. =)

Well the church camp was really fun cause my bro and i were in charge of the games.And Saira came too!! So it was really fun. Got so much closer to the youth group. =)
And my dad fractured his wrist while playing captain's ball. So yea, he has a cast on like i did when i was 8 years old. Guess he cant do much work now. Nor can he drive.

But i really enjoyed it, had LOADS of fun and the resort was pretty nice. There was a REALLY EXTREMELY nice beach there. Like super super nice. I think it's the nicest beach i have ever been to. It was really clear. No corals or anything, but it was clear. We did the banana boat ride. And capsized the boat on purpose by titlting to the wrong side when we turned. So we were in the middle of the sea(which was dark blue, almost black, cause of how deep it was) with life jackets. haha. It was dam funny, even the guy driving the boat laughed at us. And we capsized twice in the middle of the sea!!! haha. Then HE tipped us at the end of the ride as he was supposed to. So it was really fun.
We swam at the pool before that. The pool was not bad too. Nice slide which was super slippery =)

So it was fun. really fun.

Swan yesterday with saira mikail and my bros at SICC. Nice to finally relax with them. Had some fun playing around though shaman had to leave earlier for work. But ended up wrestling each other in the water in the kiddy pool. haha, and doing stupid stunts on the slide. lol.
And just watched Monsters vs Aliens in 3-D with Saira, aunty pam, shankar and mikail. Not as funny as i thought it would be. But it's nice.
Yea, Mikail finally graduated and is back for good, but starting work soon.

Man, haven't gone out with the class yet, and their planning, well SHERIL is planning for a BBQ or picnic. But i think most people will vote for the BBQ. Wonder how THAT will turn out.

I want to do a class t-shirt with shuwei. =)
Ok shuwei? Let's do it.
But it must be nice, not corny, not plain, just right.

I want good ice cream.

OH!!!!!!!!!
AND I GOT SIMS 3!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IT'S DAM FUN AND ADDICITVE.
I'll go play after im done blogging.

and i want good chocolate.
Go take my quiz on facebook for those who think you know me.
Nice job shuwei, 70% is good. =)

Shona~

Is there even a point now?

DAY 1

2009-06-01T21:24:00.000-07:00

Hello.

Short post today.

It's the first day of June and of the holidays!!!!! "HOLIDAYS"....
Which also means I CAN EAT MEAT!! heehee.

We had training in the morning. Pretty fun, and good to start training again.
Good luck to all the sec 4's today, they had MT paper.
So sad, YOU GUYS (Sec 3's)will be going through the same thing this time next year. I WONT.
HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
CLB ROCKS.

Anyway, had social etiquette training later that afternoon.
Before that, had lunch with lindsay and natalie at tampines YOSHINOYA. Wasn't my choice, but, it's new so i decided to go for it.
AND i put my phone in my shorts pocket, and i accidentally leaned against a chair while i was turning, and the screen cracked. SO yea, now my phone has a crack on the screen.
Fabulous.
Maybe i can hint to my mum to get me a new phone, instead of waiting till OCTOBER. =(

Social etiqutte, was, abit redundant, for me. I realized that my manners and etiquette are pretty good! I don't mean to boast. But there was one part she asked if we say:
"Thank you"
"Please"
"Excuse me"
"I beg your pardon"( in my case I say 'sorry')

SO, i say all of that im pretty sure. So my social etiquette isn't that bad! =)
Anyway, got pretty tired after that. Cause it was after training and lunch and it was in an air coniditioned room. Mmmm...

Nothing much for the rest of the week, except training.
Oh, my mum and younger brother is sick. They're coughing and sneezing and have blocked noses. I'm very scared. I'm avoiding them now..haha.

SUNDAY, let's go ice skating!!!!! =)

I can't find a song on imeem!!!! And so i can't change my blog song. IT'S SO IRRITATING.
But don't get me wrong, I still LOVE Ne-Yo.

Everything's ruined cause of stupid homework. I'm not sure if i'm gonna complete all of it.

Shona~

I should not have said anything.

SPORTS CARNIVAL

2009-05-29T21:54:00.000-07:00

Hello.

So I've made this public again. =)
Finally decided to after long weeks/months of contemplating.
It's a long story to why I did that.

ANYWAY.
Today was the last day of school and we had the spoprts carnival the WHOLE DAY. Except for ICT training afterwards.
The sports/games were for 3e1, 3e2, 3N1 and 3N2. (i think)

I substituted to play lacrosse for shuwei since she CAME IN HER UNIFORM AND DIDNT BRING PE.
But glad i did cause i had lots of fun playing in all three matches. I think I like lacrosse the best. Also because I scored the first and only goal for the game against 3E2. heehee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Godwin was the start player. Most of the goals won by him.
Yea in the end, we won all three matches against all three classes. =) super happy.

Then captain's ball, which i only played for a half a game. We came damn close to losing a game but in the end we won all 3 games AGAIN.

Lastly, three legged soccer, which we had to tie strings around our legs and pley. I partnered with shuwei. And it was really funny cause mr wong said the rules only required us to tie the strings around our LEGS, no matter if they're lose or tight, ankle or thighs.
But shuwei and i thought tying it really tightly to our ankles would enable us to run better cause the two legs would be forced to run as one, resulting in better coordination compared to loose ties and then one foot goes forward before the other, leading to a terrible, unwanted fall.
However, we were wrong, as the game went on, it got tighter and tighter till it hurt so much, i thought the blood wasn't going ot flow to my foot. It was dam painful and shuwei started to feel it too. So DURING the game we hurriedly untied and did the same as the others; tie it super loosely to our thighs and hold the string and run. So its basically two people running close together. All four legs in use.

Worst part was when our last match with 3e2 started. They tied the strings to their waist!! Which totally ruins the whole point of three legged soccer. I mean, i do admit even our strategy was also a little unfair, but they were way off limits. We demanded for a foul but 3e2 kept saying "other people also did it. like that not fair if you ask us to change now". So yea, we just carried on with the game.
In the end, we won ALL THREE MATCHES AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!

So like, our class won every single match we were involved in. That must've set a new record or something. Totally proved those who thought we were nerdy geeks, who only studied and are good little angels, wrong! haha. Victorious moment celebrating.
And i think it really brought our class closer togther. That was the best benefit yea?

Hopefully there would be prize presentation.

Unfortunately, i don't think all deserve it, really. Cause i KNOW there are some people who delibrately skipped school to avoid the carnival. And seriously speaking, do you think they deserve to receive the class prize(if there's gonna be one)? I mean, i really am happy about those who came and didnt play, cause at least they bothered to come and cheer for our class.
Oh well, we just have to share anyway cause we're a class right? =)

Hmm, so that was the last day of school, and I'm happy I spent it doing that. Although it was dam freaking hot and we were practically drenched in sweat. Dripping with sweat, not exaggerating. Gosh and because our shoes were black, our feet really felt like we put them in hot water. It hurt quite abit.
Speaking of hurt, my ankle has the mark of the string from earlier on. That's how tight it was.

Not even gonna talk about ICT. Although the aircon was well aprreciated.

Here begins our 4 weeks of June holidays.

We're gonna go ice skating, according to arshad's wish. =)
Even though it may cost quite abit of money, at least its something differnt compared to cycling and bowling at east coast park right? I mean, variety people!!!!

Yup. No remedials, FORTUNATELY.
Yup. Lots of homework, UNFORTUNATELY.
Yup. Canoeing training. (No comment cause I'm looking forward to dragon boat competitions!)
Yup. It's only four weeks. And it's going to fly by so quickly. I can count on that.

Good luck to the sec 4's having their MT O' levels on Monday.

We were supposed to go to Selangor next week!!!!!! Now we have to wait TILL OCTOBER.

Since i just made this public, if you've read my post for like, the first time, I don't expect you to like it or come back to read more. Cause i know it's wordy and that's how i post. So yea. If you don't mind them, then i don't mind you coming back. Just don't tell me that my posts are "SO WORDY AND SO LONG" and ESPECIALLY don't tell me that "IT'S LIKE READING A COMPO" cause i know what i wrote and how long it is.

I need to change the song, but blogger won't let me.

peace out.

Shona~

I don't know what I'm supposed to feel.

IT'S ALL NEW

2009-05-22T20:27:00.000-07:00

Oh,
Hello!

I've been too lazy to blog lately, but i think i need to at least update it briefly.

SChool has been fun recently since, althought there has been lessons, its after exams and nobody gives a shit to what is going on during lessons.

Went to the Singapore Youth Olympic Games Official Commitee(SYOGOC) Headquarters today. 4 people from each sec 3 class were chosen. Together with lindsay, arshad and shawn. Mrs choo chose us cause she thought we were the loudest in class.
Yea, so it was fun with them. The bus ride especially. Making ltos of stupid jokes and just talking.
The place itself was pretty boring cause there wasn't much there. The main reason for going there was to understand and know more about the YOG cause next week the sec 3's are supposed to visit and the 4 leaders have to play teh tour guide role. So yea, we had to make sure we knew how to explain everything if someone were to ask us a question.
When we had free time to roam around and take notes to practice being the tour guide, four of us were just talking and wasting our time.
We were supposed to split into pairs and take half the class each, so i think im with Lindsay. WE has a coin toss at first to decide how we were going to be paired,(and i ended up with shawn) but we changed our minds later on.

Yea, the bus ride back was really fun cause the two boys were behind lindsay and I. We talked about lots of stuff and played with the chairs. haha~
We called the time we spent together as "Secret special bonding time". lol...

When we erached school, IPP was still on so we had to wait in the canteen even though lindsay and I wanted to see the classroom block so badly. BUT we had nice biscuits for a snack while the others were suffering. haha

When IPP was over, we rushed to class cause we wanted to see the reacyion of everyone's face when they had fresh air. But we missed the moment. However, they had jsut tore down the plastic from the windows so the heat that we could feel from OUTSIDE the class was so obvious and humid. I mean seriously, the heat was a little immense in fact. Cant believe how they managed live through IPP. Especially with the sweaty boys we have in our class. We walked pass a few classes on the way to our class and could see evryone seating, with wet T-shirts, that includes the girls. So it was really funny. We were enjoying air-con in the bus and biscuits in the canteen! heehee!
But we helped to rearrange the chairs and tables. Lucky no stupid spring cleaning.
Mrs choo probably chose the four of us cause she probably didnt want us to make noise like we usually do and take up all the oxygen. Smart move.

After everything was done, went with Lindsay, Jieyi, Kimberly, Yizhen, Yongsoon, Weesheng and Jiahao for lunch. We were in the way to kimberly's house to go watch a movie. Had lunch at a hawker centre under one of the blocks in kimberly's estate. Ten Weesheng left for soccer.
The rest of us went to kimberly's house.
Shuwei was invited but apprently, she was spontaneously going out with yunling. I didnt know anything about that. Just know that after school they made sudden plans. I had nothing to do, so i followed the other group.
In the end we played lots of games at Kim's house.
Like Uno stacko, Uno, Form a Word, Scum. That's all i remember. Yea it was really fun. Ended up laughing like mad cause the last part they were taking pictures that resembled gangsters and a family potrait. The family potrait was the best, cause it really looked like a family potrait.
Yong soon was the dad, Jie yi was the mum, Jia hao was the "too-cool-for-anything" army brother, Kimberly was the average teenager and Yizhen was the innocent, super cute youngest daughter. Go to yongsoon's blog and see the pics, really funny.

Yup, that's the highlight of the week. Or basically, what happened today.
Cant wait for next week, post exam activities, but still have physics and geography and certain other subjects. So stupid. ugh...

Well, sunday kimberly and lindsay are coming to my church! Hopefully jieyi also. And maybe jieyi and lindsay are staying over tomorrow night! haha. funfunfun.

I cant wait for the holidays. The four "leaders" today planned an ice skating class outing. It's gonna be dam fun. haha.
I love my class and my classmates.
But not as much as i love chocolate, which i had at kim's house. haha

I told lindsay so much about me already. ALOT about me.

Should i make this public? So many people have been asking me to invite them/make it public.

Have a nice week!!

Shona~

It's not you anymore, i have a different one in mind already.

So I'm glad i dont have to make myself suffer.

LIBERTY

2009-05-11T23:45:00.000-07:00

Hello.

Wow.

I'm finally posting.

Well, stupid freakn' exams are over. I'm so happy. Really i am.

Went out with shuwei adn yunling lat friday to watch 17 again. Pretty good show, it's funny.
On, Saturday went to watch X-men Origins: Wolverine!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOW. amazing show. And if you watch it, go watch X men 1 again. It'll make a whole lot more sense. And there's a tiny bit after the credits. As in really, AFTER the credits. Cause there's a small scene after about 30 secs of the credits and another scene after the whole credits.
Yea, so that was awesome.
Gambit is the coolest character ever.

Sunday we left mummy's present on her dressing chair for her to discover the next morning. WE went to mustafa around like 10 plus to go buy a present the previous night.
Indian lunch to celebrate my grandmother's mother's day.
Spent the rest of the afternoon at sheena's house.
Went to Seah street Deli at night for a late dinner for mummy's mother's day

TODAY. (Off in lieu of Vesak day)
Managed to sleep in quite abit.
Met shuwei and godwin around 12 plus to go to east coast park to meet the rest of the class.
When we met, went to macs to eat and chill.
By then it was Me, shuwei, lindsay, jieyi, yizhen, fouzan, godwin, arshad, jia hao, henderson(yes, he was there. lol), sheril, chinboon, Carissa, brendon, jeanette(who left just as we got to macs) and Syarif, who joined us midway.
Then went bowling.
Fight between chinboon and henderson over changing chinboon's name on the screen. Vulgarities and pushing arose. =(
So childish.

Had fun there, the Sjab people were there too. Very weird for me. haha.
And intern teachers from our school right next to us.
Yong Soon popped in too.
The game went ok for me. A lot of unpredictable rolls.
But it was fun.

Then cycling. Godwin, sheril and lindsay left, though.
Yea we rented for 2 hours. And they planned to ride all the way to changi. I stayed at the back with shuwei, arshad, henderson and carissa cause Carissa just learned how to cycle and she was slow and steady. Then after an hour of cycling, we still hadn't reached changi so a group of us turned back cause we didnt wanna exceed the time. Plus, we weren't eating at changi or anything. Syarif and Carissa had to go back, so me, shuwei, henderson and brendon headed back with them.
We reached like 10 mins late but we didnt have to pay extra.
Felt the pain of the butt and pain of the thighs. lol. =)
But it was really nice. Haven't cycled in quite awhile.

Went for a short walk with shuwei to get macs ice cream. yum.
When we returned to the bike rental place, the others still hadn't reached.

When they reached, they were like half and hour late so they had to pay $2 extra.
Lucky for us!!!! =)

Went to parkway for dinner with shuwei, yizhen, jieyi, fouzan, yongsoon, arshad, jiahao, chinboon and brendon. To the food court, the only place we poor little students could afford.
After lunch all the boys who brought their bikes headed off first cause it would've taken them quite awhile before they reached home.
The rest of us walked to the bus stop.
Poor fouzan, his bike's tire punctured, his brakes and gears spoilt, so he left his bike at east coast and called his parents to pick him up from parkway and then go get his bike.

A good, cold and freezing bus ride back home.
And a nice, dark, lonely walk back home.

It was enjoyable and the turn up was pretty good.
Good organizing.
Oh, and i didnt realize brendon was such a good guy. He can really take charge. He's a good leader/organizer. =)

Why must they take away marking day and fit it with leadership training and ICAS? (Science new south wales thingy)

I want to go back to school and enjoy not listening to teahcers.
I want to enjoy post exam activities.
I CAN enjoy them,
unless they return our papers.

Goodnight.

Oh, should i make this blog public again? I've been thinking about it.

Shona~

Is there still a point?

THIS SUCKS

2009-04-30T16:17:00.000-07:00

OH MY.

It's been way too long since i've posted.
But school has been so dam busy and my life is so dam stressed. It's unbelievable, but inevitable.
Unless i drop our of school.
Which is obviously not one of my options.

Well, i should'nt even been posting now.
Cause it's the exam period. And the others just had MT exam today.
While I woke up at like 8:30 and watched TV. =) =) =)
And some physics of course.

So I'll make this short.

We had chem sup class today. And I don't think i improved/understood much.
So I'm not confident with chem, unless you refer to being confident i won't do well.
And i really, REALLY REALLY, actually think I'm gonna fail the paper. THis is the first time ever i'm sure i wont do well, adn have a chance of failing.

Maths is a wreck.
It's another paper which i think i might fail.
There's so much to study.
Formulas to remeber.
Making sure we dont use A maths stuff for E maths, but its ok to use E maths stuff for A maths.
Laws to memorize.
Just whack the paper.

Physics is ok.
I'm actually quite confident because i understand almost everything.
Except when it comes to the actual questions, i black out.
I dont know what im suppose to do.
I just cant do anything.

Biology, what can i say?
I'm not confident,
But I'll just memorize everything.
So it's all up to me.

Geography, im pretty confident.
Geography is my strong subject.
I hope i can easily achieve A's like last year,

Social studies.
omg, i dont even know what to expect.
I hardly have learnt anything.
Just memorize the steps to write essay.
But I may black out on that day.
Thankfully, mr azahar gave us the topics that were coming out for each section.

So yup.
Not confident I'll do well.
But almost everyone in my class is facing the same problem.
I'm not even in the exam mood.

At times, I do try to study. But I can't concentrate. And I know im wasting my time when i dilly dally, but i dont make an effort to stop it. I know I could be doing something else rather than watch TV or read my book. But I just don't do anything about it. And it's really freaking me out cause if my attitude stays this way, I'm gonna flunk end year's. I was never a slacker this much last year. I dont know whats happening and what im going through. I haven't properly taken in everything that is happening around me. I jsut ignore everything and tell myself, dont worry, i have still some time left. But the stupid fact is, i dont. I dont have alot of time and i know it. But i dont do anything to make up for it. So what's wrong?
What's wrong with me?

But i am grateful that i'm not getting super stressed till i wanna die. I'd actually rather this than be stressed and frustrated.
So I'll just try to do what i can within these 3 days before the mid year's come.
And hope for the best when it does.
I jsut want to pass everything.
I dont wanna fail anything.
Even if it's a 50/100 bordeline pass.
Please, just a pass.

I dont wanna regret, but i've already done things that assures me i will when it's all over.

This sucks.
It sucks like mad.

And i'm not doing anything to help myself.

Juts get it over and done with.

Shona~

COLDEST WINTER

2009-04-10T20:12:00.000-07:00

Hello,

I like the lyrics.
Go find the song.
Maybe you'll love the tune,
maybe you'll hate it

But the lyrics are nice.
And I don't force you to read this.

COLDEST WINTER

On lonely nights I start to fade(On lonely nights I start to fade)

Her love is a thousand miles away(Her love is a thousand miles away)