THIS SUCKSdecided onThursday, April 30, 2009 @ 4:17 PM

OH MY.

It's been way too long since i've posted.
But school has been so dam busy and my life is so dam stressed. It's unbelievable, but inevitable.
Unless i drop our of school.
Which is obviously not one of my options.

Well, i should'nt even been posting now.
Cause it's the exam period. And the others just had MT exam today.
While I woke up at like 8:30 and watched TV. =) =) =)
And some physics of course.

So I'll make this short.

We had chem sup class today. And I don't think i improved/understood much.
So I'm not confident with chem, unless you refer to being confident i won't do well.
And i really, REALLY REALLY, actually think I'm gonna fail the paper. THis is the first time ever i'm sure i wont do well, adn have a chance of failing.

Maths is a wreck.
It's another paper which i think i might fail.
There's so much to study.
Formulas to remeber.
Making sure we dont use A maths stuff for E maths, but its ok to use E maths stuff for A maths.
Laws to memorize.
Just whack the paper.

Physics is ok.
I'm actually quite confident because i understand almost everything.
Except when it comes to the actual questions, i black out.
I dont know what im suppose to do.
I just cant do anything.

Biology, what can i say?
I'm not confident,
But I'll just memorize everything.
So it's all up to me.

Geography, im pretty confident.
Geography is my strong subject.
I hope i can easily achieve A's like last year,

Social studies.
omg, i dont even know what to expect.
I hardly have learnt anything.
Just memorize the steps to write essay.
But I may black out on that day.
Thankfully, mr azahar gave us the topics that were coming out for each section.

So yup.
Not confident I'll do well.
But almost everyone in my class is facing the same problem.
I'm not even in the exam mood.

At times, I do try to study. But I can't concentrate. And I know im wasting my time when i dilly dally, but i dont make an effort to stop it. I know I could be doing something else rather than watch TV or read my book. But I just don't do anything about it. And it's really freaking me out cause if my attitude stays this way, I'm gonna flunk end year's. I was never a slacker this much last year. I dont know whats happening and what im going through. I haven't properly taken in everything that is happening around me. I jsut ignore everything and tell myself, dont worry, i have still some time left. But the stupid fact is, i dont. I dont have alot of time and i know it. But i dont do anything to make up for it. So what's wrong?
What's wrong with me?

But i am grateful that i'm not getting super stressed till i wanna die. I'd actually rather this than be stressed and frustrated.
So I'll just try to do what i can within these 3 days before the mid year's come.
And hope for the best when it does.
I jsut want to pass everything.
I dont wanna fail anything.
Even if it's a 50/100 bordeline pass.
Please, just a pass.

I dont wanna regret, but i've already done things that assures me i will when it's all over.

This sucks.
It sucks like mad.

And i'm not doing anything to help myself.

Juts get it over and done with.

Shona~

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